Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
CONCHUBOR.
I have the rooms ready, and in a little while you’ll be brought down
there, to be my queen and queen of the five parts of Ireland.
DEIRDRE.
— _standing up frightened and pleading._ — I’d liefer stay this place,
Conchubor. . . . Leave me this place, where I’m well used to the tracks
and pathways and the people of the glens. . . . It’s for this life I’m
born, surely.
CONCHUBOR.
You’ll be happier and greater with myself in Emain. It is I will be
your comrade, and will stand between you and the great troubles are
foretold.
DEIRDRE.
I will not be your queen in Emain when it’s my pleasure to be having my
freedom on the edges of the hills.
CONCHUBOR.
It’s my wish to have you quickly; I’m sick and weary thinking of the
day you’ll be brought down to me, and seeing you walking into my big,
empty halls. I’ve made all sure to have you, and yet all said there’s a
fear in the back of my mind I’d miss you and have great troubles in the
end. It’s for that, Deirdre, I’m praying that you’ll come quickly; and
you may take the word of a man has no lies, you’ll not find, with any
other, the like of what I’m bringing you in wildness and confusion in
my own mind.
DEIRDRE.
I cannot go, Conchubor.
CONCHUBOR.
— _taking a triumphant tone._ — It is my pleasure to have you, and I a
man is waiting a long while on the throne of Ulster. Wouldn’t you
liefer be my comrade, growing up the like of Emer and Maeve, than to be
in this place and you a child always?
DEIRDRE.
You don’t know me and you’d have little joy taking me, Conchubor. . . .
I’m a long while watching the days getting a great speed passing me by.
I’m too long taking my will, and it’s that way I’ll be living always.
CONCHUBOR.
— _dryly._ — Call Fergus to come with me. This is your last night upon
Slieve Fuadh.
DEIRDRE.
— _now pleadingly._ — Leave me a short space longer, Conchubor. Isn’t
it a poor thing I should be hastened away, when all these troubles are
foretold? Leave me a year, Conchubor; it isn’t much I’m asking.
CONCHUBOR.
It’s much to have me two score and two weeks waiting for your voice in
Emain, and you in this place growing lonesome and shy. I’m a ripe man
and in great love, and yet, Deirdre, I’m the King of Ulster. (_He gets
up._) I’ll call Fergus, and we’ll make Emain ready in the morning.
[_He goes towards door on left._
DEIRDRE.
— _clinging to him._ — Do not call him, Conchubor. . . . Promise me a
year of quiet. . . . It’s one year I’m asking only.
CONCHUBOR.
You’d be asking a year next year, and the years that follow.
(_Calling._) Fergus! Fergus! (_To Deirdre._) Young girls are slow
always; it is their lovers that must say the word. (_Calling._) Fergus!
[_Deirdre springs away from him as Fergus comes in with Lavarcham and
the Old Woman._
CONCHUBOR.
— _to Fergus._ — There is a storm coming, and we’d best be going to our
people when the night is young.