Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily
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The words recalled to Irene's mind the fond, indulgent old man whom she
adored with all the strength of her ardent young heart. Mrs. Brooke and
Bertha had been too harsh and cold to command her love, Elaine had vexed
her impetuous spirit by her shrinking cowardice. But her father--the
loving old man who has ever taken her part bravely against them all--it
rushed over her with a chill like that of death that he belonged to her
no longer, by that dear filial tie that had been the one unalloyed joy
of her willful life, and a cry of exceeding bitter pain fell from her
white lips.
"Papa, oh, my dear, my darling, I must lose you with the rest," she
cried out in a voice sharp and shrill with despair. "Nothing of all I
thought mine belongs to me! I must lose you, too, whom I loved with all
my soul--lose you through the sin of her who brought me into a world
where I have no place, no name! Oh, God, I cannot bear it! I wish that I
were dead!" wailed Irene, in the bitterness of her despair.
Elaine gazed at her daughter like one dazed. All the youth, the joy, the
childishness seemed stricken from her forever by the terrible revelation
of to-night. The slender young figure stood apart from her in desperate
grief, seeking no friendly arm to lean on in its terrible isolation; the
beautiful young face was cold and rigid with despair; the blue eyes,
black now with her soul's emotion, flashed scorn through proud tears
that would not fall. A woman's outraged soul, forlorn yet proud, shone
through the tense young form.
Suddenly a firm touch fell on Irene's arm.
"Irene," said Guy Kenmore, low and sternly, "no more of these wild
reproaches to your mother! You shall hear her offered confession first."
CHAPTER VIII.
There was a moment's perfect silence in the room. The sound of the sea
came to them soft and low, the wind stirred the flowers in the garden,
and sent a gust of exquisite perfume through the windows. In the
stillness Elaine moved a little nearer to her daughter, looking at the
stern young face with unutterable love and longing in her eyes.
Irene turned coldly from that yearning glance and looked at Mr. Kenmore
with a rebellious flash in her eyes.
He was very pale, the sparkle of mirth had died out from his dark eyes,
his lips were compressed sternly.
"Hear your mother's story first," he repeated, gravely. "Do not condemn
her before you know her whole sad secret. See how she suffers."
The calm, grave, masterful tone influenced Irene against her will. She
glanced reluctantly at Elaine's face, and saw how terribly she suffered
beneath the fiery lash of her daughter's scorn, but she spoke no word of
comfort, only lowered her white-lidded eyes to shut out that harrowing
sight.
"Why should I listen to her?" she said, almost sullenly. "What can she
say to excuse her sin?"