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Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily
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"It was all my wretched fault," she sighed. "Elaine would not forgive me
for giving way to my jealous passion that dreadful night, and betraying
her shameful story. It was all in vain that I declared my penitence on
my knees and implored her forgiveness. She would not hear me. She
declared that she should hate me so long as she lived, and that the
same roof could not shelter us both. So she went away from mamma and me,
declaring that it was forever."
The arch deceiver here shed some quiet, natural-looking tears into her
perfumed, black-bordered handkerchief.
"It was very hard, losing papa and Elaine, and poor little Irene, all,
as it were, at one fatal stroke," she declared, sobbingly.
Mr. Kenmore was gravely, sadly silent. He did not think of doubting
Bertha's clever tale. It seemed very natural that poor Elaine should
resent her sister's cruel betrayal of the long-guarded secret of Irene's
birth. He scarcely wondered that she had gone away desperately wounded
and unforgiving, in the smart of her bitter pain.
"Oh, if you could know how bitterly I have repented all that I said that
dreadful night," sighed Bertha, giving him a sidewise glance under her
long, black lashes. "I must have been mad, I think. You know the great
poet says, 'There's madness in the moon,' and that night Irene had
fairly driven me wild. Oh, if I could only think you had forgotten the
unkind things I said to you in my foolish passion!" she pursued,
remorsefully.
Her pretty shame and penitence touched him.
"I wish that you could forget it as freely as I forgive it, Miss
Brooke," he answered, kindly.
"Oh, thank you, thank you," she cried. "I have repented my folly in
bitterness and tears. I let my own heart deceive me. I know now that a
woman should not give her heart unasked, still less betray its tender
throbbings to the cold and careless."
She hid her face in her hands as if she could not bear his kindly gaze.
Guy, touched by her tears and sorrow, did not know what to say or do. He
was intensely sorry for her, forgetting how much he had disliked her
that night when she had shown herself in her true colors.
"Let us forget it all, Miss Brooke," he said, uneasily, anxious to dry
up her springing tears.
The beautiful brunette gave him a swift, shy look of gratitude.
"Oh, how gladly I will do so!" she exclaimed, putting out her delicate,
white hand to him. "Shall we be friends as we were before---- that fatal
night?"
"Yes," he replied, pressing her hand kindly, but lightly, for he had no
mind to be drawn into the _role_ of a lover again.
"And you will come down to Bay View sometimes? Mamma and I will be so
lonely and sad now, after losing so many dear links from our family
circle," said the dark-eyed beauty, following up her advantage.
"Sometimes--when I can find leisure," he replied ambiguously.