And with that Bertha was obliged to be content. She hoped great things
from the concessions he had already made. Now that Irene was dead, and
Elaine gone, she would have no rivals, and surely, surely her beauty,
her fascination, her tenderness for him must win him even against his
will.
She brought the whole battery of her charms and graces to bear upon
him, but was obliged to confess to herself that she had never seen him
so sad, so grave, so pale and so _distrait_.
"It cannot be that he is sorry over that child's death. He ought to be
glad," she thought to herself. "It must be that he assumes this gravity
in deference to my affliction."
Yet she was troubled and chagrined when he left her so indifferently and
went down to the shore. She watched him from her window, standing
quietly, with folded arms, a tall, dark shape, outlined against the
brightness of the summer eve.
"Of what is he thinking?" she asked her heart, uneasily.
It would have seemed strange to her if she had known. It even seemed
strange to himself.
He was standing there gazing with dark, heavy eyes at the rolling waves,
much as if he had been gazing on a grave.
He was recalling to mind the winsome, changeful, perfect beauty, the
fire, the soul, the passion of the girl he had so strangely wedded, the
girl who had recklessly flung herself into the deep, relentless waves,
leaving him only the memory of the few, brief hours in which she had
flashed before him in the extremes of joy and despair---- one moment a
beautiful, spirited, happy child, the next a passionate, despairing,
crushed and broken-hearted woman!
"Poor little Irene," he said to himself. "If she had lived, who
knows"--then a sigh, deeper than he knew, finished the regretful words.
CHAPTER XVI.
He stood there a long, long time, listening to the beat of the waves,
and thinking of Irene and her mother. Bertha grew tired of watching him
and stole away to try the effect of a new mourning bonnet that had just
been sent home from the milliner. Guy had forgotten her. He was wrapped
in other thoughts. New feelings had come to him since that night, when,
indolent, _blase_, careless, he had come face to face with his fate. He
was haunted by a voice, a face. Some sad words came to his mind:
"How could I tell I should love thee to-day,
Whom that day I held not dear?
How could I know I should love thee away
When I loved thee not anear?"
"Oh, that word Regret!
There have been nights and morns when we have sighed:
'Let us alone, Regret!'"
He turned away at last warned by the darkening twilight that fell like a
pall over his lost bride's "vast and wandering grave."
"I must bid adieu to Mrs. Brooke and Bertha and return home to-night,"
was the thought in his mind.
Mrs. Brooke was in the parlor alone, Bertha being still absorbed in the
new bonnet. A sudden impulse came to Guy Kenmore.