Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
John Stuart Mill · en
Sinking into the second arm-chair she crossed her knees and beamed into
the fire. What perfect security.... She turned to Mr. Corrie, unknown
and mysteriously away somewhere in London to thank him for setting her
here, protected from the whole world in the deeps of his study
chair--all the worry and the noise and the fussing people shut away. If
suddenly he came in she would not thank him, but he would know. He would
be sitting in the other arm-chair, and she would say, “What do you think
about everything?” Not so much to hear what he thought, but because some
of his thoughts would be her thoughts. Thought was the same in everybody
who thought at all. She would sit back and rest and hear an
understanding voice. He might be heavy and fat. But a leading Q.C. must
have thoughts ... and he had been thin once ... and there were those
books ... and he would read newspapers; perhaps too many newspapers. He
would know almost at once that she thought he read too many newspapers.
She would have to conceal that to hear the voice going on and leaving
her undisturbed.
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Of course people like this wore evening dress every day. You could only
rest and think and talk and be happy without collars and sleeves--with
the cool beaded leather against one’s neck and arms in the firelight....
She gazed familiarly into her companion’s eyes taking in her soft
crimson silk evening dress with its wide folded belt of black velvet and
the little knots of black about the square sleeves, as the eyes smiled
long and easily into hers ... the smile of one of the girls at the
Putney school, the same dark fringed caressing smiling eyes set in
delicately bulging pale brown cheeks, the same little frizz of dark
hair. She felt for the name, but could only recall the sense of the girl
as she had sat, glints of fear and hard watchfulness in the beautiful
eyes, trying to copy her neighbour’s exercise. This girl’s dull hair was
fluffed cloudily, and there was no uneasiness in the eyes. Probably she
too had been a duffer at school and had had to crib things. But she had
left all that behind and her smile was--perfect.
“You look like an Oriental princess,” said Miriam, gazing.
Joey flushed and smiled more deeply, but without making the smallest
movement.
“Do I, weally?”
“Exactly,” said Miriam, keeping her own pose with difficulty. She knew
she had flung up her head and spoken emphatically. But the girl was such
a wonderful effect--she wanted her to be able to see herself ... she was
not quite of the same class as the Corries, or different, somehow.
Miriam gazed on. Raising the large black cushion a little, turning her
head and pressing her cheek into it, her eyes still on Miriam’s, Joey
laughed a short contralto gurgle, bringing the sharp dimples and making
her cheeks bulge slightly on either side of the chin.