Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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“Sing us something--she sings, Mélie--German songs. Isn’t she no end
clever?”
“Does she?” said Mrs. Craven. “Yes. She’s got a singing chin. Sing us a
pretty song, my dear.”
As she fluttered the leaves of her Schumann album she saw Mrs. Craven
sit back with closed eyes, and Mrs. Corrie still sitting forward in her
chair with her hands clasped on her knees gazing with a sad white face
into the flames.
“Ich grolle nicht, und wenn das Herz auch bricht,” sang Miriam, and
thought of Germany. Her listeners did not trouble her. They would not
understand. No English person would quite understand--the need, that the
Germans understood so well--the need to admit the beauty of things ...
the need of the strange expression of music, making the beautiful things
more beautiful and of words when they were together in the beauty of the
poems. Music and poetry told everything--whether you understood the
music or the words--they put you in the mood that made things
shine--then heart-break or darkness did not matter. Things go on shining
in the end; German landscapes and German sunshine and German towns
were full of this knowledge. In England there was something
besides--something hard.
“’Menjous, ain’t it?” said Mrs. Corrie, as she rose from the piano.
“If we lived aright we should all be singing,” said Mrs. Craven, “it’s
natural.”
4
“You look a duck.”
Miriam stood still at the top of the stairs and looked down into the
hall. Mrs. Staple-Craven was standing under the largest lamp near the
fireplace looking up at a tall man in a long ulster. Grizzled hair and a
long face with a long pointed grizzled beard--she was staring up at him
with her eyes “like saucers” and her face pink, white, gold, “like a
full moon”--how awful for him ... he’d come down from town probably in a
smoking carriage, talking, and there she was and he had to say
something.
“I’ve just had my bath,” said Mrs. Craven, without altering the angle of
her gaze.
“You look a duck,” said the tall man fussily, half turning away.
Standing with his back to the couple, opening letters at the hall table
was a little man in a neat little overcoat with a silk hat tilted back
on his head. His figure had a curious crooked jaunty appearance, the
shoulders a little crooked and the little legs slightly bent. “It’s Mr.
Corrie,” mused Miriam, moving backwards as he turned and went swiftly
out banging the front door behind him. “He looks like a jockey”; she got
herself back into her room until the hall should be clear. “He’s gone
down to the stables.” She listened to the quick jerky little footsteps
crunching along the gravel outside her window.