Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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“You’ve been away so long,” murmured Mr. Corrie. “What sort of a place
is Balone to stay in?”
“Oh, nothing of a place in itself, nothing of a place. Why do you call
it Balone?”
“Isn’t that right? That’s right enough. Come.”
Miriam waited eagerly, her eyes on Mr. Craven’s pink face with the
grizzled hair above and below it. How perfectly awful he must look in
his nightshirt, she thought, and flushed violently. “Balloyne,” he was
saying carefully, showing his red lips and two rows of unnaturally even
teeth.... “Oh, Lord, they mean Bologne.” Both men were talking together.
“Balloyne is perfectly correct; the correct pronunciation,” said Mr.
Craven in a loud testy voice, with loose lips. Mrs. Craven gazed up ...
like a distressed fish ... into his flushed face. Mrs. Corrie was
throwing out her little wavering broken laughs. Keeping his angry voice
Mr. Craven went on. Miriam sat eagerly up and glanced at Mr. Corrie. He
was sitting with his lips drawn down and his eyebrows raised ... his
law-court face.... Suddenly his face relaxed and the dark boyish brown
head with the clear thoughtful brow and the gentle kind eyes turned
towards her. “Let’s ask Miss Henderson. She shall be umpire.”
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Miriam carefully enunciated the word. The blood sang in her ears as
everyone looked her way. The furniture and all the room mimicked her.
What did it matter, after all, the right pronunciation? It did matter;
not that Balone was wrong, but the awfulness of being able to miss the
right sound if you had once heard it spoken. There was some awful
meaning in the way English people missed the right sound; all the names
in India, all the Eastern words. How _could_ an English traveller hear
hahreem, and speak it hairum, Aswân and say Ass-ou-ann? It made them
miss other things and think wrongly about them. “That’s more like it,”
she heard Mr. Corrie say. There was sheeny braiding round the edges of
his curious little coat. “Got you there, Craven, got you there,” he was
saying somewhere in his mind ... his mind went on by itself repeating
things wearily. His small austere face shone a little with dining; the
corners of his thin lips slackened. “I can read all your thoughts. None
of you can disturb my enjoyment of this excellent dinner; none of you
can enhance it” ... but he was not quite conscious of his thoughts. Why
did not the others read them? Perhaps they did. Perhaps they were too
much occupied to notice what people were thinking. Perhaps in society
people always were. The Staple-Cravens did not notice. But they were
neither of them quite sure of themselves. Mrs. Corrie was busy all the
time dancing and singing somewhere alone, wistfully. Joey kept throwing
her smile at Mr. Corrie--lounging a little, easily, over the table and
saying in her mind, “I understand you, the others don’t, I do,” and he
smiled at her, broadened the smile that had settled faintly all over his
face, now and again in her direction.