Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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Spring; everywhere, inside and outside the house. The spring outside had
a meaning here. It came in through the windows without obstruction and
passed into everything. At home it had sent one nearly mad with joy and
anticipation and passed and left you looking for it for the rest of the
year; in Germany it had brought music and wild joy--the secret had
passed from eye to eye; all the girls had known it. At Wordsworth House
it had stood far away, like a picture in a dream, something that could
be seen from windows, and found for a moment in the park, but powerless
to get into the house. Here it came in; you could not forget it for a
moment; and it was a background for something more wonderful than
itself; something that made it wonderful; something there were no words
for; voices, movements from room to room, strange food, the soft chink
of Venetian glass, amber wine, the light drowned in wine, through the
window a sharp gleam on things that reflected, day and night, into
everything, even into one’s thoughts. Why was the spring suddenly so
real? Why was it that you could stand as it were in a shaft of it all
the time, feeling in your breathing, hearing in your voice the sound of
the spring, the blood in your fingertips seeming like the roses that
they would touch soon in the garden?
How ignorant the man was who said, “each fair mask for what it shows
itself.” Life is not a mask, it is fair; the gold in one’s hair is real.
4
Friday brought an atmosphere of expectation. Mr. Kronen, an old friend
of the Corries, was coming down, with a new Mrs. Kronen.
By the early afternoon the house was full of fragrance; coming
downstairs dressed for an errand in the little town two miles away,
Miriam saw the hall all pink and saffron with azaleas. Coming across the
hall she found a scent in the air that did not come from the azaleas, a
sweet familiar syrupy distillation ... the blaze of childhood’s garden
was round her again, bright magic flowers in the sunlight, magic
flowers, still there, nearer to her than ever in this happy house; she
could almost hear the humming of the bees, and flung back the bead
curtain with unseeing eyes half expecting some doorway to open on the
remembered garden; the scent was overpowering ... the drawing-room was
cool and silent with closed windows and drawn blinds; bowls of roses
stood in every available place; she tiptoed about in the room gathering
their scent.
As she opened the hall door Mrs. Corrie’s voice startled her from the
dining-room.
Going into the dining-room she found her with a flushed face and excited
eyes and the children dancing round her. “Another tin! One more tin!”
they exclaimed, plucking at Miriam. From the billiard-room came the
smell of fresh varnish. Wiggerson was on her knees near the door.