Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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“She’s done some stupid thing,” thought Miriam, looking at Mrs. Corrie’s
excited, unconscious face with sudden anxiety; “some womanish overdoing
it, wanting to do too much and spoiling everything.” She felt as if she
were representing Mr. Corrie.
“Will it be dry in time?” she asked, half angrily, scarcely knowing what
she said and in the midst of Mrs. Corrie’s apologetic petition that she
would bring a tin of oak stain back with her.
“Lordy, don’t you think so?” whispered Mrs. Corrie, only half dismayed.
Miriam had not patience to follow her as she went to survey the floor
ruefully chanting, “Oh, Wiggerson, Wiggerson.”
“Anyhow I’m sure it oughtn’t to have any more on as late as when I come
back,” she scolded boldly. How annoyed Mr. Corrie would be....
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As she was going down the quiet road past the high oak garden palings of
the nearest house she heard the bumping and scrabbling of a heavy body
against the palings and a dog leapt into the road almost at her feet,
making the dust fly. It was an Irish terrier. It smiled and barked a
little, waiting, looking up into her face and up and down the road. “It
thought it knew me,” she pondered; “it mistook me for someone else.” She
patted its head and went forward thinking of the joyful scrabbling, its
headlong determination. The dog jerked back its head with a wide smile,
tore down the road and came back leaping and smiling. Something
disappeared from the vista of the roadway as the dog rushed along it
nosing after scents, looking round now and again, and now and again
rushing back to greet her. It brought back the sense of the house and
the strange gay life she had just left to go on her errand to the little
unknown town. It wore a smart collar; it belonged to that life. People
in it were never alone; when they went out there was always a dog with
them. “It thinks I’m one of them.” But it liked the wild; when they came
out on to the common it rushed up a sandy pathway and disappeared
amongst the gorse bushes. For a while Miriam hoped it would come back
and kept looking about for it; then she gave it up and went ahead with
the commons drifting slowly by on either side; she wished that the
action of walking were not so jerky, that the expanses on either side
might pass more smoothly and easily by: “that’s why people drive,” she
thought; “you can only really see the country when you are not moving
yourself.” Standing still for a moment she looked across the open
stretch to her left and smiled at it and went on again, walking more
quickly; the soft beauty that had retreated to the horizon when the dog
was with her was spreading back again across the whole expanse and
coming towards her; she hurried on singing softly at random, “Scorn such
a _foe_ ... though I could fell thee at a blow, though I-i, cou-uld
fe-ell thee-ee a-at a-a _blow_” ... people walking and thinking and
fussing, people driving somewhere in victorias were always coming along