Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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Mr. and Mrs. Corrie looked thin and small and very young. Once or twice
they laughed at the same moment and glanced at each other. Mr. Corrie’s
face was flushed. Mr. and Mrs. Kronen looked like brother and
sister--only that she said South Africa as if it were a phrase in a
tragic recitative from an oratorio and he as if it were something he had
behind him that gave him a sort of advantage over everyone. It seemed to
be all he had. They had both been in South Africa, travelling in bullock
waggons blinded by the fierce light and choked with sand. It seemed to
linger in the curious brickish look of their complexions and the hard
yellow of their hair. The talk about South Africa lasted all dinnertime.
It seemed to interest Mr. Corrie. His eyes gleamed strangely as he
talked about I.D.B.’s. Everybody at the table said, “Illicit dahmond
bah” at least once with a little thrill of the face. Why was it illicit
to buy diamonds?--strange people out there in the glare buying gleaming
stones from miners and this curious feeling about it all round the
table, everybody with hot glinting excited eyes--and somebody, some man,
a business man who had handed round diamonds like chocolates to his
friends in his box at the opera, a Stock Exchange man in a frock-coat
throwing himself into the sea somewhere between England and South
Africa--ah, what a pity, worried to death, with an excited head. He
wanted diamonds. And when Mr. Corrie handed Mrs. Kronen a dish of fruit
and said, “A banana? A bite of a barnato?” they all laughed, so
comfortably. Something illicit seemed to creep into the very pictures
and flow over the walls. The poor man’s body falling desperately into
the sea. He could not endure his own excited eyes.
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Early on Monday morning Miriam heard Mrs. Kronen singing in the
bathroom. She tried not to listen and listened. The bold sound had come
in through her open door when Stokes brought her breakfast tray. With it
had come the smell of a downstairs breakfast, coffee, a curious fresh,
sustaining odour of coffee and freshly frying rashers. There was coffee
on her own tray this morning and a letter addressed to her in a bold
unknown hand. She sipped her coffee at once and put the overwhelming
letter aside on her blue coverlet. It was an overweight, something
thrown in on the surface of the tide on which she had awakened in the
soft fresh harmonies of rose and blue of her curtained room. It could
wait. It had come out of the world for her; but she felt independent of
it. It did not disturb her. Its overwhelming quality was in the fact
that she had called it to her out of the world. It was as if she had
herself addressed the large bold envelope. She left it. Her sipped
coffee steered her into the tide of the downstairs life. There was
breakfast downstairs, steaming coffee and entrée dishes for Mr. Corrie
and the Kronens, and they were all going off by the early train.