Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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Miriam mused intensely. She felt Mrs. Kronen ought to be there to
answer. She had some secret Mrs. Corrie did not possess. Mrs. Corrie
looked suddenly small and mild and funny. Why did she think it dreadful
that Mrs. Kronen should have no children? There was nothing wonderful in
having children. It was better to sing. She was perfectly sure that she
herself did not want children.... “Superior women don’t marry,” she
said, “sir she said, sir she said, su, per, _i_, or women”--but that
meant blue stockings.
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“I don’t want a silly hat,” said Mrs. Corrie, as their hansom drew up in
bright sunlight outside a milliner’s at the southern end of Regent
Street. “Let’s buy a real lovely teapot or a Bartolozzi or somethin’.
What fun to go home with somethin’ real nice. Eh? A real real beauty
Dresden teapot,” she chanted, floating into the dimness of the shop
where large hats standing on long straight stands flared softly like
blossoms in the twilight.
She swept about in her flowing lace-trimmed twine-coloured overcoat on
the green velvet carpet, or stood ruthlessly trying on a hat, pressing
its wire frame to fit her head, crushing her fingers into tucked tulle,
talking and trying, and discarding until the collection was exhausted.
Miriam sat angry and admiring, wondering at the subdued helplessness of
the satin-clad assistant, sorry for the discarded hats lying carelessly
about, their glory dimmed. All the hats, whatever their shape or colour
seemed to her to decorate the bronze head and the twine-coloured coat.
The little toques gave slenderness and willowy height, and the large
flowered ribboned hats, the moment a veil draped the boniness of the
face made, Miriam felt, an entrancing picturesqueness. With each hat
Mrs. Corrie addressed the large mirror calling herself a freak, a
sketch, a nightmare, a real real fogey.
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The process seemed endless and Miriam sat at last scourging herself with
angry questions. “Why doesn’t she decide,” she found herself repeating
almost aloud, her hot tired eyes turning for relief to the soft
guipure-edged tussore curtain screening the lower part of the window,
“what kind of hat she really wants and then look at the few most like it
and perhaps have one altered?...” “It’s so awfully silly not to have a
plan. She’ll go on simply for ever.” But the soft curtain running so
evenly along its smooth clean brass rod was restful, and plan or no plan
the trouble would presently come to an end and there would be no
discomforts to face when it was over--no vulgar bun shops, no struggling
on to a penny ’bus with your ride perhaps spoiled by a dreadful
neighbour, but Regent Street in the bright sun, a hansom, a smart
obliging driver with a buttonhole, skimming along to tea somewhere, the
first-class journey home, the carriage at the station, the green
commons.