Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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That’s one of his phrases, thought Miriam--that’s old-fashioned
politeness; courtliness. Behind it he’s got some sort of mannish thought
... “the unaccountability of women” ... who can understand a woman--she
doesn’t even understand herself--thought he’d given up trying to make
out. He’s gone through life and got his own impressions; all utterly
wrong ... talking about them with an air of wisdom to young men like
Gerald ... my dear boy, a woman never knows her own mind. How utterly
detestable mannishness is; so mighty and strong and comforting when you
have been mewed up with women all your life, and then suddenly, in a
second, far away, utterly imbecile and aggravating with a superior
self-satisfied smile because a woman says one thing one minute and
another the next. Men ought to be horsewhipped, all the grown men, all
who have ever had that self-satisfied smile, all, all, horsewhipped
until they apologise on their knees.
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They sat in a curious oak settee, like a high-backed church pew. The
waitress had cleared away the tea things and brought cigarettes, large
flat Turkish cigarettes. Responding to her companion’s elaborate
apologetic petition for permission to smoke it did not occur to Miriam
to confess that she herself occasionally smoked. She forgot the fact in
the completeness of her contentment. On the square oak table in front of
them was a bowl of garden anemones, mauve and scarlet with black
centres, flaring richly in the soft light coming through the
green-tinted diamond panes of a little low square deep-silled window. On
either side of the window short red curtains were drawn back and hung in
straight, close folds ... scarlet geraniums ... against the creamy
plaster wall. Bowls of flowers stood on other tables placed without
crowding or confusion about the room and there was another green window
with red curtains near a far-off corner. There were no other customers
for the greater part of their time and when the waitress was not in the
room it was still; a softly shaded stillness. Bob’s low blurred voice
had gone on and on undisturbingly, no questions about her life or her
plans, just jokes, about the tea-service and everything they had had,
making her laugh. Whenever she laughed, he laughed delightedly. All the
time her eyes had wandered from the brilliant anemones across to the
soft green window with its scarlet curtains.
CHAPTER VIII
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