Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Honeycomb : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 3
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“That’s the half-crown Mrs. Corrie gave me for the cabman, and the
shilling for my tea,” said Miriam, handing the coins to her companion as
they bowled over Waterloo Bridge. Seagulls were rising and dipping about
the rim of the bridge and the sunlight lay upon the water and shimmered
and flashed along the forms of the seagulls as they hovered and wheeled
in the clear air. Miriam glanced at them through the little side window
of the hansom with a remote keen part of her consciousness ... light
flashing from the moving wing of a seagull, the blue water, the
brilliant sky, the bite of sun-scorched air upon her cheek, the sound
about her like the sound of the sea.... As she turned back to the shaded
enclosure of the hansom these things shrivelled and vanished and left
her dumb, helplessly poised between two worlds. This shabby part of
London and the seaside bridge could make no terms with the man at her
side, his soft grey suit, his soft grey felt hat, the graceful crook of
his crossed knees, his gleaming spats, the glitter of the light upon
patent leather shoes. He was gazing out ahead, with the look with which
he had looked across Australia in his gold-digging days, weary until he
got back to the West End, not talking because the cab made such a noise
crossing the bridge. It was stupid of her to peer out of her window and
get away to her own world like that. Nothing that we can ever say to
each other can possibly interest us, she reflected. Why am I here? Her
coins reassured her.
“Don’t think about pence, dear girl,” he said, in a voice that quavered
a little against the noise of the cab, “when you’re with old Bob.”
Without looking at her he gently closed her hand over the money.
“All right,” she shouted, “we’ll see, later on!”
The cab swept round into a street and the noise abated.
“When we’ve dropped those famous hats and rung the bell and run away
we’ll go on to Bumpus’s and choose our book,” he said, as if asserting
themselves and their errand against the confusion through which they
were driving.
“Mrs. Caudle’s Curtain Lectures,” thought Miriam, glancing with loathing
at the pointed corner of the collar that stuck out across the three firm
little folds under the clean-shaven chin.... How funny I am. I suppose I
shall get through the afternoon somehow. We shall go to the bookshop and
then have tea and then it will be time to go back.
“The cabman is to take the hats into the shop and leave them. Isn’t it
extraordinary?”
Bob laughed with a little fling of his head.
“The vagaries of the Fair, dear girl,” he said presently, in a soft
blurred tone.