Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
John Stuart Mill · en
When Fred went to the academy he pleaded for Jack to go, and Grandmother
Darcy decided that he should. She had never taken kindly to her son's
rather plebeian occupation. After several years of indifferent success,
Mr. Darcy had accepted a position at the mill, in which, if there was
not so much profit, there were no losses.
Jack was not a student in an intellectual point of view. He did not
care to be a doctor, lawyer, or clergyman, and certainly not a
professor. He would have liked to pack a satchel, and start westward,
prospect for a railroad, gold or silver mine, and live the rugged,
unconventional camp-life. Once he had ventured to suggest this noble
ambition; but his timid mother was startled out of her wits, and his
grandmother said with a sage shake of the head,--
"A rolling stone gathers no moss."
"Grandmother," began Jack argumentatively, "of what real value is the
moss to the stone, except in the picturesque aspect? Do you know that a
great many of these time revered and honored adages are the greatest
humbugs in the world?" asked the audacious young iconoclast. "Who wants
to be a stone or a clod, or even a bit of velvet moss? They go to make
up the world, it is true; but is that narrow, torpid, insensate life any
pattern for human souls and active bodies? I think a man's business in
this world is to find out new channels, to build up, to broaden and
deepen, and somehow to make the world feel that he has been in it. I
can't just explain,"--and his brows knit into a puzzled frown,--"but it
seems to me there is something grander than plodding along and saving a
little money."
"No doubt you would be glad enough to have the money, when you have gone
off like the prodigal son, and wasted health and substance in foreign
lands," said grandmother with some asperity.
Jack had been brought up to reverence the Bible and religion, and to
respect his grandmother was the first article in his creed. He relapsed
into silence, but the busy brain kept up a vigorous ferment. What was
life all about, anyhow? Why did people come into the world, live thirty,
sixty, or even eighty years, and then drop out of it. Was it merely to
eat, drink, and sleep?
The wider lore at the academy had a peculiar effect upon Jack, tangled
his brain, begat confusing mental processes. Greek he hated; Latin he
barely endured; chemistry and mineralogy interested him, and in
mathematics he excelled. Fred carried every thing before him, graduated
with honors, and was to enter Harvard. The Lawrences went to Newport,
and Jack missed his bosom friend sorely. He rambled through the woods,
read every thing that came in his way, and thought a good deal in his
crude, undisciplined fashion.
What was he to do with this tough problem of unknown quantities?
He ventured at last to broach the subject to his father.