"A girl is a lot older than a boy," she said. "She apprehends life more
fully; your sex, until you are a responsible age, is just out for fun.
But there's a time limit to one's capacity for enjoyment. In a few
years I shall settle down to the routine, whatever it is that offers;
and if I haven't had my good time, I'll just be a discontented dull
reflection of the others. I know. And I'm going to guard against
that."
"But how?" he persisted. "What do you mean to do?"
"I haven't thought that out," Prudence answered after a moment for
reflection. "I don't know that I should confide in you if I had."
He smiled at that, and stopped and lighted himself a cigarette.
"I don't care what you do," he said, and added cheerfully: "I only hope
you will have a good time. You know you're awfully pretty, Prue, and--
and interesting, and all that."
"Am I?" Prudence laughed again, and there was a note of satisfaction in
her mirth. "I thank Providence that I am pretty; it makes things
easier. But if I were plain I should still insist on my good time. It
doesn't necessarily include the homage of man. That's a side issue. It
is sometimes a means to an end, but the end is the thing which matters.
I want my own individual life."
"I don't want any own individual life like that," Bobby confessed in
thoughtful seriousness. "I want a home of my own, of course, and--a
wife, and all those jolly things."
"At seventeen?" she scoffed.
And then he confided to her that he had met the divinity he hoped to
marry at the home of a school chum. She was nearly as old as he was,
and she was quite prepared to marry him as soon as circumstances
permitted. She was a ripping good sort and very high spirited.
"You had better invite her to stay at Wortheton before the ceremony,"
Prudence advised him. "If that doesn't put her off, you'll be sure of
her genuine affection anyway."
"I'm sure of that now," he returned confidently.
"You've made good use of your time," was all she said.
His words, the ring in his young voice, called up a mental picture of a
strong clear-cut face looking up at her in the uncertain light of a
moonlit night in May. She felt that somehow Bobby had outdistanced her.
"Here we are," she exclaimed abruptly, "you and I, mooning, as we've
mooned for years whenever the vacation came round. When we were
children we mooned along and talked of splendid things--the things we
meant to do, the positions we could create for ourselves in a world that
was open and defenceless to our attacks; and now we moon sentimentally
and talk of love instead."
"But that's splendid too," he affirmed with young enthusiasm.
"Is it? ... I wonder. I think perhaps it's just a little disappointing
also... moonshine, like the rest."
"Rot!" said Bobby elegantly. "Something's changed you, Prue--or some
one... Which?"