The exchange from the girl-mother's arms to the younger arms extended
eagerly to receive their burden was effected silently. Prudence walked
on proudly, bearing her unaccustomed charge with a sense of new
responsibility suddenly acquired. She loved the feel of the little warm
body against her heart; the nestling pressure of this soft helpless
thing, which lay so confidingly within the shelter of her arms, roused
in her the strong protective maternal instinct which is every woman's
heritage. In her pity for its puny helplessness she forgot the sense of
shock which the first glimpse of the repellently ugly wrinkled face had
occasioned her, forgot the circumstances of its unfortunate birth, and
the more recent revelation that it had not been received into the
Church, was not in any sense of the term a Christian; she realised only
that she held in her arms that most wonderful of all things, a new
generation; and felt in her heart the warm glow of protective love for
this weak little morsel of humanity, born into an unwelcoming world--a
love child who was denied love. The unfair conditions of the child's
birth awoke her utmost compassion. She felt resentful against its
unknown father, against the injustice of the world's judgment, which
throws discredit on maternity rather than on illicit love. The greatest
crime of this unwedded mother, Prudence recognised, lay in the fact that
she had brought a child into the world.
"He must be a great comfort to you," she said gently. "A baby makes up
for a lot."
Bessie Clapp laughed harshly.
"Ban't many as think like you," she said. "They wouldn't agree with you
at Court Heatherleigh."
And Prudence, thinking of Agatha, and Matilda's pink shocked face, of
brother William's austere principles, and her father's cold disapproval
at the mere mention of Bessie's name, could not contradict this. They
would have been scandalised, and she knew it, could they have seen her
walking with this outcast, and carrying the outcast's baby in her strong
young arms.
CHAPTER TWELVE.
The meeting with Bessie Clapp set Prudence's mind working in new
directions. She realised, with an immense pity and a growing wonder for
the complexities of human emotions, that this girl, whose motherhood had
come to her in circumstances which the world surrounds with contumely
and disgrace, had no love for the child of her unlawful passion. She
had allowed Prudence to discover that. But for the fear of consequent
punishment, she had admitted with bitterness that she would do away with
the baby. She confessed too to a hatred of its father.