It was by a great effort at control that he refrained from striking her.
He spluttered for words. Confronted with her cool disdain, anger
overcame him. He felt himself at an immense disadvantage.
"You are impossible!" was all he could find to say.
Prudence, thinking over the scene later, while leaning from her window
with the night wind cooling her heated face, wondered what was wrong
with herself that this spirit of antagonism should flame forth at the
slightest provocation. Why could she not endure William, and suffer his
little homilies with patience? Why should Agatha's constant
fault-finding irritate her to the verge of desperation? If she were
possessed of a vein of humour, she told herself, these things would
merely afford amusement. But they did not amuse. They were slowly
souring a naturally sweet disposition.
Big tears welled in the blue eyes, hung for a space on her lashes, and
fell like silver dew upon the rose-leaves beneath the sill--hot tears
that sprang from the well of discontent which had its source in a vain
longing for unattainable things.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN.
The troubles of youth are none the less real because to riper age they
appear trivial in the retrospect. In the constant fret against the
irksome restrictions of her life Prudence's sunny nature fought under
unequal conditions, with the result that the sun suffered many an
eclipse. In one of these depressed moods she wrote to Bobby to the
effect that she felt unequal to holding out until he came home for good,
and that if matters did not improve the desperation of the situation
would drive her to elope with the curate.
"The sole consideration which deters me," she added, "is that Jones is
such an impossible name."
"What's in a name?" Bobby wrote back airily. "You're safe, old girl,
if you jib at a little thing like that."
The curate, failing to meet Prudence alone and wearying of being fenced
with, took a mean advantage of her at the annual Sunday-school treat,
and secluding her in a corner of the playing-field with her class of
infants, set the infants running races and came rather abruptly to his
point.
"I love to watch you with little children," he remarked with
disconcerting suddenness. "You have such a wonderful sympathy with
them."
"I like children," she answered guardedly; and tried to gather the
babies about her; but the curate was throwing sweets for them, and they
preferred scrambling for these to clinging to teacher's hands. There is
a time for everything.
"So do I," he said, attentively scrutinising her averted face, and
admiring the fine colour in her cheeks which a new quality in his voice
had brought there. "Children in the home make home beautiful."
He swept the field with his glance, and decided that his chance was
short-lived and might not come again. He plunged desperately.