"I want to marry," he said, hurriedly, and threw a further quantity of
sweets to the children and turned more directly towards her. "I have
been waiting so long for an opportunity of saying this to you that you
will forgive me if I seem a little abrupt and choose my time
inopportunely. I never see you alone now. You cannot have failed to
observe how deeply in love I am. You are so sweet and gentle that I
feel you will be kind. I want a little encouragement." He paused
expectantly. "I may go on?" he asked, when she took no advantage of his
hesitation. "You will give me a little hope?"
Prudence turned her face and met his eyes fully. There was no
possibility of mistaking his meaning.
"No, please don't," she said. "I don't want you to say any more. I
hoped you would see it wasn't any use. I'm sorry."
The curate although a vain man, had never felt very confident of winning
her. He wanted her quite urgently; but he was not so deeply in love
with Prudence as he was with himself, and the certainty of defeat
wounded his pride more than it wounded his feelings. He had no
intention of giving her the satisfaction of being in a position to say
that she had refused him. He dissembled meanly, congratulating himself
on the clever ambiguity with which he had worded his proposal.
"I am sorry you have formed that opinion," he said, trying to keep the
chagrin he felt from betraying itself in his voice. "You are so much
with her that I believed you would enjoy her entire confidence, and I
was vain enough to expect a little encouragement. But I am not going to
accept your opinion as final. I shall make my appeal to her. Perhaps I
ought to have done so in the first instance; but a man feels naturally
diffident at these times."
The play of expression on Prudence's face while she listened to his
stilted sentences was remarkable. He would have been very obtuse if he
believed that he succeeded in deceiving her. It was very evident that
she apprehended him very clearly. A little smile hovered about her
mouth when she replied to him.
"If it is Matilda you allude to," she said, with an ambiguity equal to
his own, "I wish you all the success you deserve."
He raised his hat gravely and left her, carrying the bag of sweets with
him, to the manifest disgust of the staring infants; and Prudence,
watching his hurrying little figure making its purposeful way through
the different groups in search of his unconscious quarry, laughed
quietly and without malice, despite his ungenerous effort to humiliate
her.
"Now I shall have a new enemy in my brother-in-law," she reflected. "He
is marrying the chimneys. But Matilda will be too grateful to him to
resent that."