Lancaster's Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Lancaster's Choice
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"You must not say no," he said, hastily. "I assure you that Lady
Lancaster will have no objection to my doing so, if your aunt will
permit me. May I come?"
Leonora raised her eyes gravely to his face.
"Yes, you may come," she answered, and then turned quickly away.
CHAPTER XXXV.
The impulses of men in love are as various as their natures. Where one
will linger around the fatal charmer and hug his pain, another will fly
from
"The cruel madness of love,
The honey of poison-flowers, and all the measureless ill."
Lancaster, being wise, chose the latter part. He had an innate
conviction that Leonora would accept Lieutenant De Vere. He did not
feel strong enough to witness his friend's happiness just yet. He felt
that if he remained he might betray his passion and be laughed at for
his pains. He sought safety from himself in ignominious flight.
What was Lady Lancaster's dismay next morning, when she arose to her
late breakfast, to find a note awaiting her from that troublesome
nephew. She was in a great rage when she read it. She pushed back her
dainty, untasted repast, which had been served in the privacy of her
own room, and rang her bell violently.
"Present my compliments to Lieutenant De Vere, and ask him to come to
me for ten minutes," she said, sharply, to the servant who answered the
summons.
He came immediately, full of wonder at this abrupt summons, and found
her pacing up and down the floor in a great rage which she did not take
any pains to conceal.
"Did you know of any reason Lord Lancaster could have for going up to
London this morning?" she asked him, after they had gone through the
preliminaries of a hasty good-morning.
"No," he replied, gazing at her in surprise.
"Well, he has gone--did you know that?" she demanded.
"Yes, I heard from his groom that he went at daylight this morning," he
replied.
"Here is a note he left for me," she said, angrily. "He says he has
been suddenly called away by urgent business--may be detained a week or
more, and wishes me to present excuses and regrets to you and the rest
of the company."
"I am very sorry he had to go," said the lieutenant.
"But do you believe that he really has business?" she inquired,
peevishly.
"Of course he had--or why should he have gone?" inquired the handsome
young fellow, staring at her in amazement.
"I don't know--but I have my suspicions. I half believe that he has run
away from me and Lady Adela. If I were quite sure of it, I'd have my
revenge," she muttered, irascibly.
"What an old shrew! I don't blame Lancaster for running away. I'm quite
sure I should do so, too, if she bullied me as she does Lancaster,"
said the young fellow to himself, but aloud, he said, with an air of
surprise:
"My dear Lady Lancaster, I am sure you wrong my friend. Why should he
run away from you, his kind friend, and from the beautiful Lady Adela?"