Lancaster's Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Lancaster's Choice
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"I dare say you think me a very meddlesome old woman," she said,
abruptly; "but you have my best wishes for a successful suit. Miss West
is beautiful and accomplished, and with your wealth you can have no
difficulty in lifting her to your level."
"She is the most beautiful of women," he answered, forgetting his
momentary ill-humor in the pleasure she awoke in him by her artful
praise of Leonora.
"And you will lose no time in making her your own? Delays are
dangerous," she said, with a subtle meaning in her tone that made his
heart beat.
"I know that. But I am a coward; I am almost afraid to ask her for the
boon I crave most upon earth," he said, giving her in those few words a
glimpse into his full heart.
"Pshaw! you are a coward," said my lady, laughing. "Where is the woman
who is going to refuse you with your face and your fortune? You are a
prize in the matrimonial market."
"But I want to be accepted for myself, and not for my fortune, Lady
Lancaster," he answered, proudly, and yet not without a sense of
satisfaction over these worldly advantages of his. It was very pleasant
to be his own master, to be able to do as he pleased, to ask no one's
leave to marry whom he wished.
Lady Lancaster laughed a very disagreeable laugh.
"As I am such an old woman, you will forgive me for telling you not to
be a fool, Lieutenant De Vere," she said. "There are very few men who
are married for themselves alone in these days, and, let me add, there
are very few who deserve it. The average woman looks out for money and
position now. Be sensible, and thank your lucky stars that when you go
to court Miss West you can carry a fortune in your hand, as well as a
heart."
"What a very disagreeable old woman!" he said to himself, reddening
with vexation. "She is full of spleen and venom. I must go out or I
shall be tempted to say something sharp to her."
He went, and as he was leaving, she fired a last shot at him:
"Take my advice, and don't delay the proposal, young man. Don't let
excessive modesty deter you. Remember that faint heart never won fair
lady."
CHAPTER XXXVI.
Sitting in the quiet little room of Mrs. West that morning, with the
golden sunlight of June shining in through the screen of flowers at
the window, the pretty American girl listened to the story of the
_grande passion_ told in as eloquent phrases as the young soldier could
command--a story as old as the world, but ever sweet and new.