Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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“It is not true, my little darling. I never really fell in love until
your sweet face dawned on my vision. Then I began to realize that my
engagement to Juliette was a terrible mistake, and that I would be
wrong to continue it. But I kept waiting from day to day, hoping she
would see how things were and throw me over herself, as she did at
last, but only after I had bungled matters by telling you too soon of
my love.”
Where was Pansy’s bitter resentment now? It was melting like snow in
the sunshine under his eager words. Everything looked so different now
in the light of his manly, straightforward explanations.
Her sad heart bounded with renewed hope, and a leaden weight seemed to
be lifted from her spirits.
“Now, Pansy, you see that I was not to blame,” said her lover eagerly.
“You will forgive me, will you not, and promise what I was going to ask
you that day--that you will be my own little wife?”
She blushed brightly, and could not utter a word. He took her little
hand tenderly in his, and whispered:
“‘Silence gives consent.’”
Presently she lifted her little head from his breast, where he had
drawn it in reckless defiance of the whole world, if it had been
looking on. But, fortunately, no one saw or heeded the pair of happy
lovers.
“But how can I be your wife?” she whispered, in a troubled tone. “Mrs.
Ives told Aunt Robbins that your family was very rich and grand--that
they would never permit you to marry me.”
“Never mind, I will bring them around,” he replied, with pretended
carelessness.
He would not tell her that he had spoken to his parents about her, and
that both had sternly forbidden him to think of marrying one so far
beneath him in position, birth, and fortune.
“Remember that you are descended from one of the first families of
Virginia,” exclaimed his haughty mother.
“I shall only regret that fact if it is to separate me from the girl
I love,” he replied angrily, and then his father threatened him with
disinheritance if he did not give up Pansy Laurens. He told Pansy
nothing of all this, although it lay deep in his own heart, like a
leaden weight, for he knew that he could not support a wife if his
father threw him over. He had no fortune of his own, and, although he
had been educated for the law, he had only just hung out his “shingle,”
as he humorously called it. It was folly, madness, to woo Pansy
Laurens in the face of such prospects, and yet he went straight on,
hoping against hope that something would turn up in his favor.
“I will bring them around in time,” he repeated, and she, looking up at
her splendid lover in worshipful adoration, believed him, and bright
visions of happiness flitted before her mind’s eye. She could not help
triumphing in her thoughts over her insolent rival, Juliette Ives.