Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
John Stuart Mill · en
There was not a day in which she did not thank Heaven for providing
such a safe haven for her when she had fled, frightened and despairing,
from her old home; not a day in which she did not pray for the dear
ones she had left behind. Most bitterly she repented the willfulness
that had led to all her sorrow.
“Had I only minded my mother, no harm would have come to me,” she
sighed over and over.
Suddenly over the calm, peaceful life they were leading in the little
cottage home fell a dark shadow.
Mrs. Beach had been failing for some time, and at last it became only
too evident to Pansy and the few friends they had made in San Diego
that her days were numbered. The invalid herself was not ignorant
of the fact, for after an interview with her physician one day she
sent for Pansy and gently broke the sad tidings that she had, in all
probability, but a few weeks to live.
“Do not grieve, my dear. You know I have been prepared for this some
time,” she said, with sweet resignation. “It only remains now for me to
make my arrangements for the end.”
Pansy’s irrepressible sobs drowned her voice for a while, but when the
agitated girl had grown calmer she continued:
“I have telegraphed for my husband’s cousin, who will inherit the
fortune whose income I am using, to come at once to San Diego; and he
will attend to all the final arrangements. I will be buried here, as
my husband was lost at sea many years ago, and it matters not to me
where my ashes repose, as they can never rest beside his. I wish, my
dear girl, that I had a fortune to leave you, more especially as the
man who will inherit mine does not need it, being already very wealthy.
But my husband’s wealth, as I never bore him any children, reverts by
his will to his own family.”
CHAPTER XII. BEGINNING OVER AGAIN.
Colonel Falconer, the man whose coming was so anxiously expected by
Mrs. Beach, arrived in ten days at San Diego; but the invalid had died
just a few hours before his arrival.
Poor Pansy was once more alone in the world, for Colonel Falconer,
though full of pity and sympathy for the friendless girl, could not
be to her such a friend as he wished. He was fifty years old, and a
bachelor, therefore if he had offered to divide with her the fortune
that had come to him by Mrs. Beach’s death the world would have caviled.
He was a typical Virginian, generous and true-hearted, and he grieved
that such should be the case, for he would willingly have made ample
provision for the support of the lovely, penniless girl who had been so
dear to his deceased relative.
“It is a deuced shame that my hands are tied in this way. I feel mean,
taking all that money and seeing that beautiful little creature go
out to earn her own living,” he said to himself the day after the
funeral, when Pansy had come to him to tell him, with a pale, sad
little face, that she had been so fortunate as to be offered a place in
a real-estate office as a typewriter.