Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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“I have accepted the place, and will enter on my duties to-morrow,” she
said simply; and then he drew forward a chair, and begged her to be
seated.
“It seems very sad that you should be left alone like this. Have you no
relations, no friends, Miss Wilcox?”
Pansy flushed warmly, then grew pale again, and, after a moment’s
hesitancy, said:
“I came from Louisville to this place with Mrs. Beach because I wished
to work for myself. My father was dead, my mother had married again,
and my stepfather was not kind to me. I prefer to remain in California
alone, rather than to return to my own home.”
“She is a plucky little thing,” thought the colonel admiringly, and he
answered, aloud:
“I don’t know but what you’re right, Miss Wilcox, and I admire your
independence. I want you to promise one thing: You will let me be your
friend? I shall remain in San Diego some time yet, and if you will
permit me to call on you sometimes I shall be very glad.”
He did not mean to lose sight of her if he could help it, for he had
a fancy that if Mrs. Beach had lived to see him again she would have
commended her protégée to his care.
“Hang it all, if I were twenty years younger I’d marry her if she would
have me,” he said to himself, when she had gone out, after giving her
consent to his request and telling him where she should go to board. It
was at a very simple, unpretentious place, for in San Diego, as in all
of the rapidly growing towns of southern California, board and lodging
were very high. It would take all of her salary to support her even in
a simple fashion.
Colonel Falconer knew this well, and his heart ached for the brave,
beautiful girl who had made a stronger impression on him than any woman
he had ever met. When she bade him good-by that afternoon and went away
with Mrs. Beach’s maid, who was also rendered homeless by the death of
her mistress, he felt a strangely tender yearning to take the beautiful
girl in his arms and kiss away the tears that he saw trembling on her
long, curling lashes.
He retained the Chinese servants, and stayed on at the cottage during
the summer, and in that time he managed to see a great deal of
beautiful little Pansy, although he knew that it was unwise, for he
soon found that his ardent admiration for the lovely girl was deepening
into love.
If he had been younger he would have proposed to marry her; but it
seemed to him that Pansy would only laugh at the idea of having such an
old fellow for a husband.