Loved you better than you knew — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Loved you better than you knew
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“It is Mrs. Varian; but she cannot forbid my going,” she thought,
defiantly, and flung wide the door.
A stranger stood on the threshold--a lovely woman richly dressed,
faint, delicate perfume exhaling from her silks and furs.
“Ah, you are going out? I beg pardon; but will you permit me to enter
your room for a moment? I have lately occupied it--in fact, only went
away this morning--and I have discovered that I forgot two of my
rings,” she exclaimed in a sweet, silvery voice like liquid music.
Cinthia stood aside to let her enter; and, floating to the
dressing-case, she lifted the scarf and displayed two sparkling rings.
“See! It is fortunate that the chamber-maid is honest, or that she
did not discover these. I thank you for your courtesy. But, excuse
me, you were going out. My dear young lady are you feeling well? I
assure you that you look extremely ill; and there is a sharp east wind
blowing outside. You are trembling; your face is as pale as chalk; your
beautiful hair is all in disorder. You ought to be in bed with your
mother watching over you.”
“My mother, alas!” cried Cinthia; and again her slight form shook with
a tempest of sobs and tears that startled the handsome stranger, who
forced her gently into a chair.
Meanwhile, Everard Dawn was speeding to Washington on the fastest
train. He arrived there at dusk, and took a cab to the hotel where Mrs.
Varian was staying, immediately sending up his card to that lady, and
receiving a summons to her private parlor.
She was waiting there alone, and their greeting was cold and formal,
though she could not help noting the signs of last night’s agitation on
his pale face.
Waving him to a seat, she recounted briefly all that had transpired
since their meeting yesterday.
“I came away last night--frankly, I could not breathe the same air with
you--and I found them here. It was one of the greatest shocks of my
life,” she said, and he bowed coldly.
She continued, stiffly:
“She is here waiting for you, but in a most rebellious mood: in fact,
forbade me to re-enter her room to-day, so she must have spent a lonely
time, poor girl! But before you go to her, Arthur wishes an interview
with you on a very particular subject relating to Cinthia. You will
find him alone in there,” indicating a door.
Everard Dawn looked fixedly at her a moment then bowed and left her
standing there, while he went in to Arthur Varian.
CHAPTER XVIII. “REMEMBER THAT I LOVED YOU WELL.”
The beautiful stranger pushed Cinthia gently into a chair, and sat down
by her side.
“I hope you will not think me intruding, my dear girl; but you inspire
me with a strange interest. Are you here alone?” she cried, earnestly.
“Alone!” answered Cinthia in a tragic tone, as she lifted her anguished
dark eyes and scanned the other’s face.
She beheld one of the sweetest, fairest faces she had ever beheld.