Loved you better than you knew — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Loved you better than you knew
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“Home again! Home again!
From a foreign shore.
And, oh! it makes my heart rejoice
To meet old friends once more!”
“Do you see any familiar faces on the pier, Miss Dawn?” queried
Frederick Foster, wondering why Cinthia had turned her lovely face away
so abruptly.
She looked back at him, pale, but composed.
“No, there is no one that I know,” she answered; and in spite of her
pride, her lip quivered.
It was such a dreary home-coming, after all, with no one to welcome her
and smile a glad welcome. She felt a keen pang of envy of the happier
ones by whom she was surrounded.
Madame Ray and Mr. Dawn came up to them, and the actress said with a
little smothered sigh:
“What a scene of joyous excitement and confusion! Parents waiting to
greet sons and daughters, lovers to greet sweethearts! I am almost sad
that there is no one to welcome us, Cinthia!”
“Madame, you are mistaken on your part,” laughed Foster. “I see a group
of reporters with their eyes fixed on you already, and only waiting
till the gang-plank is thrown out to rush upon you, demanding to know
if it is not likely you will return to the stage again. To-morrow
morning they will report in their papers that you have returned from
Europe more beautiful than ever from your long rest, and with a new
play that will charm the theater-going public this winter.”
Madame Ray darted behind him, exclaiming:
“Do help me to escape them. I do not wish to be interviewed. I belong
to private life now.”
“Mr. Dawn, will you kindly help the madame to escape the newspaper
men, and I will lead Miss Dawn ashore,” exclaimed Frederick Foster,
coolly drawing Cinthia’s arm through his, and rushing forward with the
tumultuous throng as the gang-plank was thrown out.
Oh, what a Babel of noise and confusion! but through it all Cinthia
could hear the young man whispering ardent words to her, vowing that
the past week had been the happiest of his life, that he adored her,
and would ask no greater joy than to walk with her through life arm in
arm as now, heedless of the rushing, jostling throng.
Would she give him one little word of hope to live on till they met
again at Newport? He knew he was presumptuous, but love was his excuse.
“Oh, you must not talk to me any more like this. I--I----” began
Cinthia in confusion; but just at that moment they stepped on
_terra-firma_, and came face to face with a young man waiting there
with a lady on his arm, at sight of whom Foster whispered to his
companion:
“My aunt and cousin, the Varians!”
Sky and earth, and sea seemed to jumble and blend together in Cinthia’s
confused consciousness as her startled eyes met the equally surprised
ones of Arthur Varian.
CHAPTER XXIII. “I CAN NOT LOVE AGAIN!”
It was the most surprising and unwelcome _rencontre_ in the world, that
meeting between those four, Everard Dawn and his daughter and Mrs.
Varian and her son.