Meleager : $b A fantasy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Meleager : $b A fantasy
John Stuart Mill · en
There was no human being in sight save the mariner, and he took no
notice of my presence. We began to descend the steep and slippery path
towards the beach in the teeth of a tearing gale from the west. The
rain was drenching me to the skin; the darkness had increased; once or
twice I stumbled heavily. Suddenly my guide turned round and, noting my
difficulties, halted to assist me but never spoke a word. With a firm
hand he led me down the slope, and shortly we were walking on level
ground beside the sea, whose angry waves I could hear close at hand,
and could even distinguish the white foam on their crests as they
broke on the shingle. After some minutes of skirting the fore-shore my
companion stopped, and, waiting for me to approach, for a second time
he seized my hand and thus helped me to climb a small crag that jutted
out into the raging surf. Together we reached its summit, where we
rested for a moment. Then d'Aragno in a sonorous whisper bade me remove
my clothes, and one by one I stripped myself of every sodden garment
in the midst of the pitiless gale laden with rain and spray. When I
was naked as ever I was born, my companion signed to me to lie down on
the flat surface of the rock. I obeyed, and he next produced a small
phial which he gave me to drink. Strangely enough in this brief space
as I lay numbed and bruised on the sharp clammy bed, buffeted by the
wind and stung by the lashing of the rain-drops, two lines from an old
Moravian hymn kept buzzing in my brain;
"Oh, what is Death?--'Tis Life's last shore
Where vanities are vain no more."
But it could have been only for a minute or so, for d'Aragno was
already forcing the phial to my lips, and at the same time helping me
to raise my aching head, the better to obey his command. A burning-hot
sweetish liquid now raced down my throat; an indescribable sense of
warmth and repose began to trickle through every portion of my body;
wondrous waves of violet and vermilion were floating before my eyes or
in my brain; in a shorter space than it takes me to write this single
sentence I became insensible.
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