How well I remember the evening of my arrival!--a bleak dreary evening
at the close of January, made still more dismal by a drizzling rain
that had never ceased falling since I left my father's snug little
house at Briarwood in Warwickshire. I had had to change trains three
times, and to wait during a blank and miserable hour and a quarter, or
so, at small obscure stations, staring hopelessly at the advertisements
on the walls--advertisements of somebody's life-sustaining cocoa, and
somebody else's health-restoring cod-liver oil, or trying to read the
big brown-backed Bible in the cheerless little waiting-room; and
trying, O so hard, not to think of home, and all the love and happiness
I had left behind me. The journey had been altogether tiresome and
fatiguing; but, for all that, the knowledge that I was near my
destination brought me no sense of pleasure. I think I should have
wished that dismal journey prolonged indefinitely, if I could thereby
have escaped the beginning of my new life.
A lumbering omnibus conveyed me from the station to Albury Lodge, after
depositing a grim-looking elderly lady at a house on the outskirts of
the town, and a dapper-looking little man, whom I took for a commercial
traveller, at an inn in the market-place. I watched the road with a
kind of idle curiosity as the vehicle lumbered along. The town had a
cheerful prosperous air even on this wet winter night, and I saw that
there were two fine old churches, and a large modern building which I
supposed to be the town-hall.
We left the town quite behind us before we came to Albury Lodge; a very
large house on the high-road, a square red-brick house of the early
Georgian era, shut in from the road by high walls. The great
wrought-iron gates in the front had been boarded up, and Albury Lodge
was now approached by a little wooden side-door into a stone-flagged
covered passage that led to a small door at the end of the house. The
omnibus-driver deposited me at this door, with all my worldly
possessions, which at this period of my life consisted of two rather
small boxes and a japanned dressing-case, a receptacle that contained
all my most sacred treasures.
I was admitted by a rather ill-tempered-looking housemaid, with a cap
of obtrusive respectability and a spotless white apron. I fancied that
she looked just a little superciliously at my boxes, which I daresay
would not have contained her own wardrobe.
'O, it's the governess-pupil, I suppose?' she said. 'You was expected
early this afternoon, miss. Miss Bagshot and Miss Susan are gone out to
tea; but I can show you where you are to sleep, if you'll please to
step this way. Do you think you could carry one of your trunks, if I
carry the other?'