My Pretty Maid; or, Liane Lester — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
My Pretty Maid; or, Liane Lester
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Jesse Devereaux had never spent a more unpleasant half hour in his life
than during Mrs. Clarke's visit. He admired and esteemed the gentle
lady very much, and it pained him to tell her that he no longer loved
her daughter, and was glad of his release.
Yet he did so kindly and courteously, though he was well aware that no
gentleness could really soften the blow to her love and pride.
"I have been betrothed to your daughter only two weeks, dear madam,
but in that short time I have discovered traits in her character that
could never harmonize with mine. We have both been spoiled by indulgent
parents; both are willful and headstrong. Such natures do best wedded
to gentle, yielding ones. It is best for our future happiness that we
should separate, although I should have kept faith with Roma, had she
not yielded to her hasty temper and broken the engagement," he said.
She looked at his pale, handsome face as he rested on the sofa, and
decided that he was only holding out for pride's sake. Surely he must
love beautiful Roma still--he could not hate her so soon.
"Roma is not headstrong, as you think; only hasty and impulsive," she
faltered. "See how she has humbled herself to you in the depths of her
love. Why, I left her weeping most bitterly over her fault, and praying
for your forgiveness. How can I go back and tell her you refuse it;
that you scorn her love?"
She was frightened, indeed, to return from an unsuccessful mission to
Roma. There were tears in her imploring eyes as she gazed at him.
"I do not refuse her my forgiveness; I accord it to her freely," he
replied. "Neither do I scorn her love, but I do not believe it can be
very deep, else she could not have been so angry with me last night.
And I am free to confess that my love was not of the strongest, either,
for I realize now that I am glad of my freedom, if you will pardon me
for my frankness, dear lady."
How could she pardon aught that must wound her daughter vitally? An
angry flush rose into her cheek, her blue eyes flashed.
"You are cruelly frank!" she cried; and he answered:
"I lament the painful necessity, but circumstances leave me no
alternative, Mrs. Clarke. I feel that I entered into an engagement
too hastily, and that its sudden rupture is a relief. I tender my
friendship to your daughter with profound gratitude for her kindness,
but I can never again be her lover."
In the face of such frankness she sat dumb. What was there to say that
could move him?
Her heart sank at the thought of Roma's disappointment. She rose
unsteadily to her feet, blinded by angry tears.
"I may still retain your friendship?" he pleaded, but her lip curled in
scorn.
"No, you are cruel and unjust to Roma. I despise you!" she answered, in
wrath, as she stumbled from the room, wondering at his heartlessness.