My Pretty Maid; or, Liane Lester — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
My Pretty Maid; or, Liane Lester
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She would not have wondered so much if she could have known that
Roma had never really filled his heart, but that the glamour of her
fascinations and her open preference had somehow drawn him into a
proposal that had brought him no happiness, save a sort of pride in
winning the beautiful belle and heiress from many competitors. All the
while he did not really love her; it was just his pride and vanity that
were flattered.
There had come a sudden, painful awakening that fateful day, when
rescuing Liane Lester's veil. He had looked deep into those shy, lovely
eyes of hers, and felt his heart leap wildly, quickened by a glance
into new life.
Roma's eyes had never thrilled him that way; he had never wondered at
her great beauty; he had never longed to take her in his arms and clasp
her to his heart at first sight. This was love--real love, such as he
had never felt for the proud beauty he had rashly promised to marry.
In that first hour of his meeting with Liane, he cursed himself for his
madness in proposing to Roma.
Yet, he was the soul of honor. He did not even contemplate retreating
from his position as Roma's affianced husband. He only felt that he
must avoid the fatal beauty of Liane, lest he go mad with despair at
his cruel fate.
Then had followed the meeting with her again, that night when he had so
fortunately saved her from the insults of a stranger and the brutality
of her old grandmother. How proud and glad he had been to defend her,
even at the pain of a broken arm; how he had loved her in that moment,
longed to shelter her on his breast from the assaults of the cruel
world.
He could never forget that moment when, overcome by gratitude, the girl
had bent and kissed his hand, sending mad thrills of love through his
trembling frame.
Had he been free, he would have poured out his full heart to her that
moment, and the tender stars would have looked down on a scene of the
purest love, where two hearts acknowledged each other's sway in ecstasy.
But he was bound in the cruel fetters of another's love, from which he
could not in honor get free. His heart must break in silence.
He had to hurry away from her abruptly to hide the love he must not
confess.
In his sorrow and suffering that night, judge what happiness came to
him with Roma's angry letter, sent by special messenger, restoring his
ring and his freedom!
His heart sang pæans of joy as he let his thoughts cling lovingly to
Liane, realizing that now he might woo and win the shy, sweet maiden
for his own.
Very early in the morning he penned his note to Roma, making it
purposely curt and cold, that she might not attempt a reconciliation.
He felt so grateful to her that he was not at all angry, and thanked
her in his heart for her summary rejection.
The unpleasant interview with Mrs. Clarke over, he dismissed the whole
matter from his mind, and gave all his thoughts to Liane, chafing at
the delay that must ensue from his forced confinement to his room.