New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million
John Stuart Mill · en
"But I am not taking the dear child away from you forever," said my
mother, bending from the carriage window. "She will come and see you
often, my dear Mr. Walworth, and you will come and see her. You have
the number of our town residence on that card. And bring your son, and
good Alice with you, and,----"
The carriage rolled away.
So strange and unexpected had been the circumstances of this departure
from my home, that I could scarce believe myself awake.
I did not raise my head, until we had descended the hill, passed the
village and gained a mile or more on our way.
We were ascending a long slope, which led to the summit of a hill, from
which, I knew, I might take a last view of my childhood's home.
As we reached the summit of the hill, my mother was looking out of one
window toward the river, and I looked out of the other, and saw, beyond
the church spire and over the hills, the white walls of my home.
"Frank!" whispered a low voice.
Ernest was by the carriage. There was a look exchanged, a word, and he
was gone. Gone into the trees by the? roadside.
He left a flower in my hand. I placed it silently in my bosom.
"Frank! How beautiful you have grown!" said my mother, turning from the
window, and fixing upon me an ardent and admiring gaze. And the next
moment she was wrapt in thought and the wrinkle grew deeper between her
brows.
CHAPTER IX.
ERNEST AND HIS SINGULAR ADVENTURE.
Before I resume my own history, I must relate an instance in the
life of Ernest, which had an important bearing on his fate. (This
incident I derive from MSS. written by Ernest himself.) Soon after my
departure from the cottage home, he came to New York with his father,
and they directed their steps to my mother's residence; as indicated
on the card which she had left with the clergyman; but to their great
disappointment, they discovered that my mother and myself had just left
town for Niagara Falls. Six months afterward, Ernest received a long
letter from me, concluding with these words: "_To-morrow, myself and
mother take passage for Europe, in the steamer. We will be absent for a
year or more._"
Determined to see me at all hazards, he hurried to town, but, too
late! The steamer had sailed; her flag fluttered in the air, far down
the bay, as standing on the battery, Ernest followed her course, with
an almost maddened gaze. Sorrowfully he returned to the country and
informed his father of my sudden departure for Europe.
"Can she have forgotten us?" said the old man.
"O, father, this letter," replied Ernest, showing the long letter which
I had written, "this will show you that she has not forgotten us, but
that her heart beats warmly as ever--that she is the same."
And he read the letter to the good old man, who frequently interrupted
him, with "God bless her! God bless my child!"