New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million
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I was faint, trembling, but I sprang from his arms, and stood erect in
the center of the glade. My dark hair fell to my shoulders; a flash of
lightning lit up my form, clad in snow-white. As wildly, as completely
as I loved him, I felt my eyes flash with indignation.
"Words like these to a girl who has been reared under your father's
roof!"
He fell at my feet, besought my forgiveness in frantic tones, and
bathed my hands with his tears.
I fainted in his arms.
When I unclosed my eyes again, I found myself pure and virgin in the
arms of my plighted husband. The clouds were parting, the tempest was
over, and the sun shone out once more. Every leaf glittered with
diamond drops. The last blast of the storm was passing over the distant
river, and through the driving clouds, I saw the sunlight shining once
more upon our cottage home.
"Forgive me, Frank, forgive me," he cried, bending passionately
over me. "See! Your bad omen has been turned into good!" I cried
joyfully--"First the sunshine, then the storm, but now the sun shines
clear again;" and I pointed to the diamond drops glittering in the sun.
"And you will be true to me, Frank?"
"Before heaven I promise it, in life, in death, forever!"
CHAPTER VIII.
HOME, ADIEU!
It was toward the close of the afternoon that we took our way from the
glade through the forest to the river shore. We crossed the river, and
passed through the village. Together we ascended the road that led
to our home, and at the wicket-gate, found a splendid carriage with
liveried servants.
The good clergyman stood at the gate, his bared forehead and white
hairs bathed in the sunshine; beside him, darkly dressed, diamonds upon
her rich attire, my mother. Old Alice stood weeping in the background.
"Come, Frank, your things are packed and we must be away," she said,
abruptly, as though we had seen each other only the day before; "I wish
to reach our home in New York, before night. Go in the house dear," she
kissed me, "and get your bonnet and shawl. Quick my love!"
Not daring to trust myself to speak--for my heart was full to
bursting--I hurried through the gate, and along the garden walk.
"How beautiful she has grown!" I heard my mother exclaim. One look into
the old familiar library room, one moment in prayer by the bed, in
which I had slept since childhood!
Placing the bonnet on my curls, and dropping my shawl around me, I
hurried from my cottage home. There were a few moments of agony, of
blessings, of partings and tears. Old Alice pressed me in her arms, and
bid me good-by. The good old clergyman laid his hands upon my head, and
lifting his beaming eyes to heaven, invoked the blessing of God upon my
head.
"I give your child to you again!" he said, placing me in my mother's
arms--"May she be a blessing to you, as for years past she has been the
blessing and peace of my home!"
I looked around for Ernest; he had disappeared.
I entered the carriage, and sank sobbing on the seat.