Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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There must be several minutes left of the ten the big clock had marked
as she neared the platforms. Recalling its friendly face she saw also
that of the little waiter at the buffet who had tried to persuade her to
take wine and murmured too late that there was no extra charge for it,
very gently. Rallying the remainder of her strength she dropped her
things on the platform with a decisiveness she tried just in vain to
scorn, and stood still and looked about amongst the hurrying passengers
and saw passing by and going ahead to the movement of an English stride
the familiar, blessed outlines of a Burberry. Ignoring the near train
the man was crossing a pool of lamplight and making for the dark
unlikely platform over the way. She caught up her bags and followed and
in a moment was at peace within the semi-darkness of the further
platform amongst people she had seen this morning at Victoria, and the
clangorous station was reduced to an enchanting background for confident
behaviour.
All these people were serene; had come in groups, unscathed, knowing
their way, knowing how to quell the bloused fiends into helpfulness. But
then, also, the journey to them was uniform grey, a tiresome business to
be got through; not black and sudden gold. Yet even they were relieved
to find themselves safely through the tangle. They strode unnecessarily
about, shouted needlessly to each other; expressing travellers’ joy in
the English way.
There seemed to be plenty of time and for awhile she strolled delighting
in them, until the sight of an excited weary child, in a weatherproof
that trailed at its heels, marching sturdily about adream with pride and
joy perfectly caricaturing the rest of the assembly, made her turn away
content to see no more, to hoist up her baggage and clamber after it
into cover, into the company of her own joy.
Into a compartment whose blinds were snugly drawn upon soft diffused
light falling on the elegance of dove-grey repp and white lace that had
been the surprise and refreshment of this morning’s crowded train, but
that now, evening-lit and enclosed, gave the empty carriage the air of a
little salon.
Installed here, with fatigue suddenly banished and the large P.L.M.
weaving within the mesh of the lace its thrilling assurance of being
launched on long continental distances, it was easy to forgive the
coercion that had imposed the longer sea-route for its cheapness and the
first-class ticket for the chance of securing solitude on the night
journey.
And indeed this steaming off into the night, that just now had seemed to
be the inaccessible goal and end of the journey, was only the beginning
of its longest stretch; but demanding only endurance. With hurry and
uncertainty at an end there could be nothing to compare with what lay
behind; nothing that could compare with the state of being a helpless
projectile that had spoiled Dieppe and made Paris a nightmare.