Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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Sitting up to search more effectually she saw the source of her
wakening, bright gold upon the mountain tops: a smiling challenge, as
if, having put on their morning gold, the mountains watched its effect
upon the onlookers.
* * * * *
She was glad to be alone on the scene of last night’s dinner-party; to
be in the company of the other breakfasters represented only by depleted
butter-dishes and gaps in the piles of rolls, and free from the risk of
hearing the opening day fretted by voices set going like incantations to
exorcise the present as if it had no value, as if the speakers were not
living in it but only in yesterday or to-morrow.
And when there came a warning swift clumping of hob-nailed boots across
the hall, across the room, she demanded Vereker, oddly certain that even
at this late hour still somehow it would contrive to be he.
And there he was, lightly clumping round the table-end to his place,
into which he slipped smiling his greeting, boyishly. Not at all in the
self-conscious Englishman’s manner of getting himself seated when others
are already in their places: bent, just before sitting down, forward
from the waist and in that pose—hitching his trousers the
while—distributing his greetings, and so letting himself down into his
chair either with immediate speech or a simulated air of preoccupation.
Vereker flopped and beamed at the same moment, unfeignedly pleased to
arrive. Knickerbockers; but that was not the whole difference. He was
always unfeignedly pleased to arrive?
He began at once collecting food and spoke with gentle suddenness into a
butter-dish:
“I hope you had a good night?”
His talk made a little symphony with his movements which also were
conversational, and he looked across each time he spoke, but only on the
last word; a swift blue beam. In the morning light he seemed
younger—perhaps a champion ski-er at the end of his day is as tired as a
hard-worked navvy?—and a certain air of happy gravity and the very fair
curly hair shining round its edges from recent splashings, gave him, in
his very white, very woolly sweater, something of the look of a newly
bathed babe in its matinée jacket—in spite of the stern presence, above
the rolled top of his sweater, of an inch of stiff linen collar highly
glazed.
He was of a type and of a class, and also, in a way not quite clear, a
tempered, thoroughly live human being; something more in him than fine
sportsman and nice fellow, giving him weight. Presently she found its
marks: a pleat between the brows and, far away within his eyes even when
they smiled, a sadness; that sounded too in his cheerful voice, a
puzzled, perpetual compassion.
For the world? For himself?
But these back premises were touched with sunlight. Some sense of things
he had within him that made him utterly _kind_.