Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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Far away below, cleft along its centre by the irregular black line of
its frozen river was the wide white floor of the valley, measuring the
mountains that rose upon its hither side.
Those high, high summits, beetling variously up into the top of the sky,
with bright patches of tawny rock breaking through their smooth
whiteness against its darkest blue, knew nothing of the world below
where their mountains went downward in a great whiteness of broadening
irregular slopes that presently bore pines in single file upwards
advancing from the dense clumps upon the lower ridges, and met in an
extended mass along the edge of the valley floor.
Here and there, clear of the pinewoods, and looking perilously high and
desolate, a single châlet made a triangular warm brown blot upon the
dazzling snow.
In this crystal stillness the smallest sound went easily up to the high
peaks; to the high pure blue.
Turning to bless the well-placed little hotel she met a frontage of
blank windows, each with its sharply jutting balcony, jaws, dropped
beneath the blind stare of the windows set forever upon a single scene.
Hotel; queer uncherished thing. No one to share its life and make it
live.
On a near table was a folded newspaper, thin, heavily printed,
continental. Switzerland radiant all about her and the Swiss world
within her hands—a reprieve from further seeing and a tour, into the
daily life of this country whose living went on within a setting that
made even the advertisements look lyrical.
The simple text was enthralling. For years she had not so delighted in
any reading. In the mere fact of the written word, in the building of
the sentences, the movement of phrases linking part with part. It was
all quite undistinguished, a little crude and hard; demanding, seeming
to assume a sunny hardness in mankind. And there was something missing
whose absence was a relief, like the absence of heaviness in the air.
Everything she had read stood clear in her mind that yet, insufficiently
occupied with the narrative and its strange emanations, caught up single
words and phrases and went off independently touring, climbing to fresh
arrangements and interpretations of familiar thought.
And this miracle of renewal was the work of a single night.
The need for expression grew burdensome in the presence of the empty
sun-blistered tables. Perhaps these lively clarities would survive a
return journey through the hotel?
Voices sounded up from below, from the invisible roadway. English
laughter, of people actively diverting themselves in the winter
landscape. Far away within each one was the uncommunicating English
spirit, heedless, but not always unaware, filling its day with habitual,
lively-seeming activities. The laughter sounded insincere; as if defying
a gloom it refused to face.