Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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Wheeling back to face her, he was again the gentle companion from the
past. In his elegant sunny voice he was recalling their morning’s talk,
begging at once with his despairing little frown, for more light on the
subject of property in land. It was clear that these things had never
come his way. It was after all not his fault that his education had held
his eyes closed, that they had since been kept closed by wealth and ease
taken for granted. And in his way he had kept fine. His adoration for
his gods of art and literature was alive and genuine—and he was a
sportsman. It was difficult face to face with his gentle elegance to
remember that he was distinguishing himself in an exacting sport.
Repentant of her condemnation she set forth the steps of the reasoning
and the groups of facts, saw him eagerly intent—not upon herself but
upon this new picture of life, wrestling step by step with what he saw
far off—and presently had the joy of seeing him see how economic
problems stood rooted in the holding of land at rent. But he was only
one; there were thousands of men, nice men, needing only hints, as
blinkered as he.
CHAPTER IV
Hurrying through her dressing to keep the appointment that had not been
made and whose certainty in her own mind was challenged in vain by all
the probabilities, she opened her door upon the silent corridor;
stillness and silence as if everyone else in the hotel had been spirited
away leaving clear, within the strange surroundings in which for a while
she was set down, the familiar pathway of her life. And when she reached
the dining-room the sight of them there, side by side at breakfast in
the brilliant morning light with no one else in the room save herself
approaching, had for a moment the hard unreality of things deliberately
arranged. She saw them very clearly and it was as if neither of them
were there; as if they were elsewhere each on his own path from which
this tacit meeting was a digression.
But before she was half-way to the table they were rising. Their
breakfast over, they were going off into their day. She was too late;
her haste was justified of its wisdom. Reaching her place, she murmuring
a casual greeting, turned away towards the spaces of her own day
opening, beyond this already vanishing small disappointment, as brightly
as the light shining in from the sunlit snow.
They halted a moment while Vereker introduced his friend to whose
height, as she sat down to the table, she glanced up to meet the intent
dark gaze of a man on guard. She was already far away, and in the
instant of her hurried astonished return to face for the first and
perhaps the last time this man who was challenging her, the eyes were
averted and the two men sat down: to freshly broken rolls and steaming
cups.