Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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The little self-arranged party was secure in the morning stillness that
was the divine invisible host equally dear to all three. Happy in this
fulfilment of premonition, she sat silent, delighting in the challenge
left, miscarried and superfluous upon the empty air, wickedly delighting
in the friend’s discomfort in following the dictates of the code
forbidding him again to look across until she should have spoken, and
confining his large gaze within the range of his small immediate
surroundings. Refusing rescue, she busied herself with breakfast,
enjoying his large absurdity, free, while he paid the well-deserved
penalty of his innocently thwarted attack, to observe to her heart’s
content.
He sat taking sanctuary with Vereker—who at his sunny best was making
conversation about the trials in store—slightly turned towards him and
away from the barred vista across which no doubt, before she came in,
his large gaze had comfortably extended; responding now and again with
thoughtful groans.
Beside Vereker’s sunburned fairness he was an oiled bronze; heavy good
features, heavy well-knit frame. Lethargic, or just a very tired man on
a holiday, bemused by his sudden translation. Superficially he was
formidable, “strong and silent.” His few remarks, thrown into the talk
that Vereker kept up while he waited for his two friends to fraternise
and admire each other, came forth upon a voice deliberately cultivated
since his undergraduate days, a ponderous monotone, the voice of a man
infallible, scorning argument, permanently in the right. Its sound was
accompanied by a swaying movement from side to side of his body bent
forward from the hips: suggesting some big bovine creature making up its
mind to charge.
She recalled other meetings with his kind, instant mutual dislike and
avoidance. This time there was no escape. She was linked to him by
Vereker, obliged by Vereker to tolerate his presence, sit out his
portentousness and be aware, since Vereker found him so very fine, of
the qualities hidden within. Courage of course, tenacity, strength to
adventure in strange places. Were such things enough to justify this
pose of omniscience? With that pose it was forever impossible to make
terms; and if this were not a single occasion, if there were further
meetings, there would sooner or later be a crossing of swords. She
considered his armoury.
Mentally it was a flimsy array; a set of generalisations, born of the
experience that had matured him and become now his whole philosophy,
simple and tested, immovable; never suspected of holding good only for
the way of living upon which it was based.