Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3)
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Still the truth remained that Fan was not intellectual—like Catherine
Hilliard at the Meadows, or Lucy Houghton, the vicar’s eldest daughter,
who might have made some pretence to enact ‘sweet girl-graduates.’
None could be better aware of what she lacked in this respect than
Fan, who had even an inordinate value for the attainments in which
she failed—who felt only the more called upon, with a half-pathetic
meekness and humility in the middle of her pride and high spirit, to
support Oliver’s dignity by the sedulous exercise of the faculties
Providence had given her. She believed she was ladylike, she knew she
was sensible, she felt none could be more deeply attached to Oliver
and his interests. She was prepared to prove an excellent mistress of
his establishment and manager of his household expenses, so long as he
needed her. What was still stronger evidence of her devotion, she was
prepared to vacate the post she craved, for the consummation of her
wishes, on a suitable marriage on Oliver’s part. Of course Oliver ought
to marry and marry well, which would be a help to his social position.
Then her services would no longer be required, and—well, she might
possibly marry in her turn.
Oliver was coming home to Friarton Mill, but there was little
likelihood that he would stay there. He might already have formed his
plans—whatever they were Fan was ready to give in her adherence to
them. She had no desire to remain at Friarton Mill; she had, on the
contrary, a great inclination to get away from all that hampered her
and would hamper her brother. She was a woman of strong and faithful
family affections, but she was as nearly as possible without local
attachments. She had a feeling for beauty—rather in form than in
colour, but she was not possessed with the admiration which Friarton
Mill frequently called forth. She rather resented its ardent expression
to her, as some Scotchmen resent the enthusiasm many foreigners
entertain for them in the light of the countrymen of Robert Burns and
Sir Walter Scott.
She did not at all approve of the shape the furor took; and she kept
herself out of the way of those visitors from Copley Grange, who, in
spite of the hints of the Squire, were too stolid in their superior
rank to understand that Fan was not the typical miller’s daughter and
were fain to patronise her under an altogether erroneous impression.
Such gratuitous patronage would fill Fan with an intensity of
indignation and affront so far beyond what the offence deserved, that
the wrath became ludicrous in its anti-climax. It was the new order of
things, it was the coming dignity, it was Oliver the chief bestower of
the dignity, that were all affably patronised in the person of Fan, and
Fan had to be angry for the whole.