Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3)
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Fan acted more from general good principles, and, perhaps, in some
measure, unconsciously from policy, than from a purely benevolent
temper. Yet at the most unexpected seasons, and in circumstances which
were not so much out of the common as to warrant an exception to the
rule, Fan Constable would suddenly amaze and overcome her coadjutors
by a burst of womanly tenderness, deep, wistful and self-accusing,
perfectly irresistible in such a woman.
It was by dint of her early strength of will, and of something sterling
in her earnestness even when the game did not seem worth the candle,
quite as much as on account of her father’s purse and a credulous
faith in her brother’s genius—with the future honour which it might
reflect on Friarton, that Fan had been lifted over the heads of her
compeers and promoted to a somewhat difficult footing, for which it
is needless to say that she had to bear much obloquy, in a rank of
society considerably above what was the original sphere of the owners
of Friarton Mill.
Fan could not work on the eve of what she was firmly persuaded must be
one of the great crises of her life. Oliver was coming home crowned
with the only laurels he could have gathered; and Fan had the entire
sympathy with the gathering which belonged to the consciousness that
she too was capable of enterprise and application, though not in
securing such triumphs as Oliver had won. Fan knew perfectly that she
was not clever in one sense; she was even slow where book-learning was
concerned. Of course, she had by perseverance mastered the obstacles
which had lain in the way of her becoming a fairly well-educated girl,
after her father had been induced to send her to good schools both
at home and abroad; and she had striven hard to cultivate her mind
and taste still farther, so as to become a tolerable companion for
Oliver—one of whom he need not be ashamed when educated men and refined
women were his daily associates.