Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
John Stuart Mill · en
"I can. Through their pre-eminence in an art. The art of making
atmospheres. It's as big an art as any other. Most women can exercise
it, for reasons, by fits and starts. The best women work at it the whole
of the time. Not one man in a million is aware of it. It's like air
within the air. It may be deadly. Cramping and awful, or simply
destructive, so that no life is possible within it. So is the bad art of
men. At its best it is absolutely life-giving. And not soft. Very hard
and stern and austere in its beauty. And like mountain air. And you
can't get behind it, or in any way divide it up. Just as with 'Art.' Men
live in it and from it all their lives without knowing. Even recluses."
"Don't drive it too far, Miriam."
"Well; I'm so staggered by it. All women, of course, know about it, and
_there's_ the explanation of why women clash. Over what men call
'trifles.' Because the thing I mean goes through everything. A woman's
way of 'being' can be discovered in the way she pours out tea. _Men_
can't get on together. If they're boxed up. Do you know there's hardly a
partnership in Wimpole Street that's not a permanent feud. Yes. Would
you believe it. And for scandal and gossip and jealousy there's
_nothing_ to beat the professors in a University Town. Several of them
don't speak. They communicate by letter.... But it's the women who are
not grouped who can see all this most clearly. By moving, amongst the
grouped women, from atmosphere to atmosphere. It's one of my principal
social entertainments. I feel the atmosphere created by the lady of the
house as soon as I get on to the door step."
"Perceptive Miriam.... You _have_ a flair, Miriam. I grant you that. I
believe in your flair."
"Well, it's _true_, what I'm trying to tell you. It's one of the answers
to the question about women and art. It's all there. It doesn't show,
like men's art. There's no drama or publicity. _There_; d'you see? It's
hard and exacting; needing 'the maximum of detachment and control.' And
people have to learn, or be taught, to see it."
"Y...es. Is it conscious?"
"Absolutely. And there you are again. Artists, well, and _literary_
people, say they have to get away from everything at intervals. They
associate with queer people, and some of them are dissipated. They can
only rest, stop being artists, by getting _away_. That is why so many
women get nervy and break down. The only way they can rest, is by being
nothing to nobody, leaving off for a while giving out any atmosphere."
"Stop breathing."
"Yes. But if you laugh at that, you must laugh at artists, _and_
literary people."
"I will. I _do_."