Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
John Stuart Mill · en
This was the true harvest of the summer's day; the transfiguration of
these northern streets. They were not London proper; but tonight the
spirit of London came to meet her on the verge. Nothing in life could be
sweeter than this welcoming--a cup held brimming to her lips, and
inexhaustible. What lover did she want? No one in the world could oust
this mighty lover, always receiving her back without words, engulfing
and leaving her untouched, liberated and expanding to the whole range of
her being. In the mile or so ahead, there was endless time. She would
travel further than the longest journey, swifter than the most rapid
flight, down and down into an oblivion deeper than sleep; and drop off
at the centre, on to the deserted grey pavements, with the high quiet
houses standing all about her in air sweetened by the evening breath of
the trees, stealing down the street from either end; the sound of her
footsteps awakening her again to the single fact of her incredible
presence within the vast surrounding presence. Then, for another
unforgettable night of return, she would break into the shuttered house
and gain her room and lie, till she suddenly slept, tingling to the
spread of London all about her, herself one with it, feeling her life
flow outwards, north, south, east and west, to all its margins.
And it had been so. Nothing had intervened, but, for a moment, the
question, coming as the wild flowers fell from her unclasped belt,
bringing back the long-forgotten day--what of those others, lost, for
life, in perpetual association?