Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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Defying the surrounding influences, she glanced back at the months
following the picnic ... the shifting of the love-story into the midst
of the Wimpole Street household, making her room like a little theatre
where at any moment the curtain might go up on a fresh scene ... knowing
them all so well, being behind the scenes as well as before them, she
had watched with a really cruel indifference, and let the light of the
new theories play on all she saw. For unconscious unquestioning people
were certainly ruled by _something_. The acting of the play had been all
carefully according to the love-stories of the sentimental books, would
always be, for good kind people brought up on the old traditions. And a
predictable future was there, another home life carrying the traditions
forward. All the old family sayings applied. Many of them were quoted
with a rueful recognition. But they were all proud of playing these
recognisable parts. All of their faces had confessed, as they had come,
one by one, betweenwhiles, to talk freely to her alone, their belief in
the story that had lain, hidden and forgotten, in the depths of her
heart; making her affection for them blaze up afresh from the roots of
her being. She had _seen_ the new theories disproved. Not that there was
not some faint large outline of truth in them, but that it was so large
and loose that it did not fit individuals. It did not correspond to any
individual experience because it was obliged to ignore the underlying
things of individuality.... Blair Leighton ... Marcus Stone ... Watts;
Mendelssohn, corresponded to an actual individual truth.... The new
people did not know it because they were odd, isolated people without
up-bringing and circumstances? They did not know because they were
without backgrounds? Quick and clever, like Jews without a country? They
would fasten in this story on the critical dismay of the parents, make
comedy or tragedy out of the lack of sympathy between the two families,
the persistence of unchanged character in each one, that would tell
later on. But comedy and tragedy equally left everything unstated. No
blind victimising force could account for the part of the story they
left untold, something that justified the sentimental books they all
jeered at; a light, that had come suddenly holding them all gentle and
hushed behind even their busiest talk; bringing wide thoughts and
sympathies; centring in the girl; breaking down barriers so completely
that for a while they all seemed to exchange personalities. Blind force
could not soften and illuminate.... There was something more than an
allurement of "nature," a veil of beauty disguising the "brutal physical
facts." Why brutal? Brutal is deliberate, a thing of the will. They
meant brutish. But what was wrong with the brutes, except an absence of
freewill? Their famous "brutal frankness" was brutish frankness, showing
them pitifully proud of their knowledge of facts that looked so large,