Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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She rose murmuring her agreement, and they were all on their feet,
gathering up their coffee-cups. Michael made some further remark in
English. She responded in the vague way he knew and he watched her eyes,
standing near, taking her coffee-cup with a sturdy quiet pretence of
answering speech, leaving her free to absorb the vision of Madame
Lintoff, a small dark form risen sturdily against the cheap dingy
background, all black and pure dense whiteness; a curve of gleaming
black hair shaped against her meal-white cheek; a small pure profile,
firmly beautiful, emerging from the high close-fitting neck-shaped
collar of her black dress; the sweep of a falling fringed black shawl
across the short closely sleeved arm, the fingers of the hand stretched
out to carry off her coffee, half covered by the cap-like extension of
the long black sleeve. She might be a revolutionary, but her sense of
effect was perfect. Every line flowed, from the curve of her skull, left
free by the beautiful shaping of her thick close hair, to the tips of
her fingers. There was no division into parts, no English destruction of
lines at the neck and shoulders, no ugly break where the dull stuff
sleeve joined the wrist. In the grace of her small sturdy beauty there
seemed only scornful womanish triumph, weary; a suggestion of
unspeakable ennui. She was utterly different from English Jewesses....
Without breaking the rhythm of her smooth graceful movement, she turned
her head and glanced across at Miriam; a faint slight radiance,
answering Miriam's too-ready irrecoverable beaming smile, and fading
again at once as she moved towards the door. Too late--already they were
moving, separated, in single file up the long staircase, Madame Lintoff
now a little squarish dumpy Jewish body, stumping up the stairs ahead of
her--Miriam responded to the gleam she had caught in the deep _wehmütig_
Hebrew eyes, of something in her that had escaped from the confines of
her tribe and sex. She was not one of those Jewesses, delighting in
instant smiling familiarity with women, immediate understanding, banding
them together. She had not a trace of the half affectionate, half
obsequious envy, that survived the discovery of their being more
intelligent or better-informed than Englishwomen. She had looked
impersonally, and finding a blankness would not again enquire. She had
gone back into the European world of ideas into which somehow since her
childhood she had emerged. But she was weary of it; of her idea-haunted
life; of everything that had so far come into her mind and her
experience. Did the man leading the way upstairs know this? Perhaps
Russian men could read these signs? In any case a Russian would not have
Michael's physiological explanations of everything; even if they proved
to be true....
"I forgot to tell you, Miriam, that of course Lintoffs both speak
French. Lintoff has also a little English."