Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Revolving lights : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 7
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For as long as she could remember she had known something of their
secret. During the years of her London life she had savoured between
whiles the quality of their world, divined its tests and passwords,
known what kept their eyes unseeing and their speech clipped to a
jargon.
Best of all was the illumination that had come with her penetration of
the mystery of their attitude towards direct _questions_. There was
something here that had offered her again and again a solution of the
problem of social life, a safeguard of individuality. Here it was once
more, a still small voice urging that every moment of association would
be transformed if she would only remember the practice the technique
revealed by her contemplation of this one quality. Always to be solid
and resistent; unmoved. Having no opinions and only one enthusiasm--to
be unmoved. Momentary experiments had proved that the things that were
about her in solitude could be there all the time. But forgetfulness
always came. Because most people brought their worlds with them, their
opinions, and the set of things they believed in; forcing in the end
direct questions and disagreements. And most people were ready to answer
questions, showing by their angry defence of their opinions that they
were aware, and afraid, of other ways of looking at things. But these
society people did not seem to be aware of anything but their one world.
Perhaps that was why their social method was not able to hold her for
long together.
"Is this the way to Chippenham?" But _everyone_ delights in telling the
way. It brings the teller out into adventure; with his best self and his
best moments all about him. The surroundings are suddenly new with life,
and beautiful like things seen in passing, on a journey. English people
delight because they are adventurous. They prolong the moment, beaming
and expanding, and go on their way refreshed. Foreigners, except perhaps
Germans, answer differently. Obsequiously; or with a studied politeness
that turns the occasion into an opportunity for the display of manners;
or indifferently, with a cynical suggestion that they know what you are
like, and that you will be the same when you reach your destination.
They are themselves, without any fulness or wonder. English people are
always waiting to be different, to be fully themselves. Strangers, to
them, are gods and angels.