Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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"For me! Thou becamest a prisoner to save me?" Marsyas repeated,
astounded.
"Because I need thee as much as thou needest me," was the frank
admission.
"What can I do for thee that thou shouldst need me?" Marsyas asked
softly, but still wondering.
"Hast--hast thou ever lacked friends so wholly that thou wast willing
to purchase one?" Agrippa asked.
"I am thy grateful servant; yet I am an Essene, poor, persecuted,
homeless, hungry and heartbroken. What wilt thou have of me?"
In that was more earnestness than blandishment, more appeal than
offering. The young man published his helplessness and asked after the
other's use of him. Agrippa was silent; after a pause Marsyas put out
his hand and lifting the hem of the pagan tunic pressed it to his lips.
The act could not fail to reach to the innermost of the Herod's heart.
His head dropped suddenly into his hands, and the young Essene's touch
rested lightly on his shoulder.
Finally Agrippa raised his head.
"Dost thou know my history, brother?" he asked.
"From the lips of others, yes; but let me hear thee."
"Thou art a just youth; nothing so outrages a slandered man as to pen
his defense within his lips. Hear me, then. To be a Herod once meant
to be beloved by the Caesars. In my early childhood, after the death of
my young father, I was taken to Rome by my mother and reared among
princes and the sons of consuls. Best of all my friends was Drusus,
Caesar's gallant son, and we studied together, raced and gambled and
feasted together, loved and hated--and fought together, and never was
there a difference between us except in purse!
"While he lived, I lived as he lived, but when he died his sire drove
me out of Rome because I had been the living Drusus' shadow and it
stung the father that the shadow should live while the sweet substance
perished.
"When Drusus died my living died with him, and when I took ship at
Puteoli for Palestine I owed three hundred thousand drachmae to Caesar
and forty tradesmen barked about my heels.
"I had a ruined castle in Idumea. I forgot that I owned it till I was
in actual want of shelter. Thither I went. But I was a young man,
hopeless, and young hopelessness is harder than the hopelessness of
age. I should have put an end to myself, but Cypros, my princess,
prevented me by the gentle force of her love and devotion.
"She could not have balked me more thoroughly had she tied me hand and
foot. I railed, but while I railed she wrote and sent a messenger, and
in a little time an answer came. It was from my brother-in-law, Herod
Antipas, who is tetrarch of Galilee. Cypros had besought him to help
us. He wrote courteously, or else his scribe, for it is hard to
reconcile that letter with the man I met, and begged me come and be his
prefect over Tiberias. I went."
The prince paused and when he went on thereafter it seemed as if his
account were expurgated.