Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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"At Tyre before an hundred nobles assembled at a feast he twitted me
with my poverty and boasted his charity. I tore off the prefect's
badge and flung it in his face. And that same night I took the road to
Antioch, my princess with me, a babe on either arm.
"The proconsul of Antioch took us in, but there was treachery against
me afoot in his household, and I lost his friendship through it. His
was my last refuge under roof of mine own rank. I heard recently that
Alexander Lysimachus, Alabarch of Alexandria, was in Jerusalem,
presenting a Gate to the Temple, and sending my wife and children to
Ptolemais, I hastened hither to get a loan of him. But he had departed
some days before I came. So here am I as a player of dice to win me
money enough to take me back to Ptolemais. But Herrenius Capito,
Caesar's debt-collector, hath found me out."
He looked down at Marsyas' interested face.
"Let me be truthful," he corrected. "I found him. I could have flown
him successfully, but for thy close straits. All that would save thee
would be the interference of Rome, and I could command it at sacrifice."
Public version of Agrippa's story had enlarged much on certain phases
of his adventures which he had curtailed, and these minutiae had not
been to Herod's credit. Yet, though Marsyas knew of these things, his
heart stirred with great pity. His was that large nature which turns
to the unfortunate whether or not his misfortune be merited. It seemed
to him that the prince's fall had been too hapless for comment. But
the word here and there, which suggested the prince's intercession in
his behalf, stirred him.
"How shall I make back to thee thy effort in my behalf?" he asked
earnestly. "Thou sayest that thou needest me; what can I do?"
"First let me know of thyself."
Marsyas relinquished his thought on Agrippa to turn painfully to his
own story.
"I am Marsyas, son of Matthew, of Nazareth. He was a zealot who fought
beside Judas of Galilee. I was born after his death, and at my birth
my mother died, and being the last of their line, I am, and have been
all my life alone. I was taken in mine infancy by the Essenic master
of the school in Nazareth and reared to be an Essene. But I developed
a certain aptness for learning and in later youth a certain aptness for
teaching, and my master by the consent of the order, whose ward I was,
designed me for the scholar-class of Essenes, which do not reside in
En-Gadi but without in the world. The vows of the order were not laid
upon me; they are reserved for the sober and understanding years when
my instruction should be completed."
Agrippa frowned. "Art thou not a member of the brotherhood, then?" he
asked.
"No, I am a neophyte, a postulant."
The Herod ran his fingers though his hair, and Marsyas went on.