Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense
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She knew who was, for the wild white face was indelibly printed on her
memory, and often, when she had seen it--proud, gay, smiling--she had
wondered how Mrs. Dunn could smile with that terrible deed upon her
soul.
And yet she did not wish to betray the guilty woman, for, no matter
how she had come to be peeping in through the window, Italy believed
that the fatal shot had been fired to protect herself from a villain’s
power, and she had kept silent from blended feelings of gratitude and
honor.
Yet she had often wondered at the apparent unconsciousness of Mrs.
Dunn upon the subject, wondered the more because she knew herself to
be an object of dislike to her, and therefore thought it strange that
she had cared enough to protect her from the stranger’s insults by the
perpetration of a crime.
But the real facts were quite different from what Italy imagined, and
Mrs. Dunn was ignorant both of the name of the man she had slain and of
the girl whose honor she had defended.
She was a woman of strong passions and the fiercest jealousy, and
while vainly awaiting the coming of her laggard lover at Winthrop, had
conceived the idea that he was entertaining guests at his suburban home
a few miles from Boston. Curiosity and resentment had led her upon a
secret mission of discovery to the house, and at the moment when Craig
Severn had stooped to embrace the struggling Italy, Mrs. Dunn had just
arrived and become a witness of the scene.
Severn’s back was toward her, and in the dim light he looked so exactly
like Percy Seabright, that she had no doubt of his identity with her
lover. The girl she did not recognize; but, believing that she must
be both young and beautiful, she was seized with an impulse of such
murderous hate, that, pressing her pistol against the window-pane, she
fired pointblank at her rival.
What was her horror when she saw the man fall dead in a pool of his
spouting life-blood, and the girl she hated with such murderous fury
standing erect, terrified, but entirely unharmed?
With a wild cry of horror and despair, she threw up her white hands,
from which the instrument of death had fallen unheeded, and a minute
later fled from the scene as though pursued by avenging furies,
believing that she had slain her lover.
Accordingly, when Percy Seabright came to Winthrop the next day, she
fell fainting at his feet, believing for an instant that his wraith had
appeared to haunt her for her sin. But later on the truth came home to
her. She had made a mistake. It was not her lover she had killed, but
another man, an entire stranger. She wondered whom it could be; but she
kept her own counsel, and though she read in the papers of the finding
of Craig Severn’s murdered body in the river, she did not by any means
associate the fact with her own sin.