Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Slighted love : $b or, At her heart's expense
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In an impulse of mad, unreasoning jealousy she had committed a terrible
deed, but the name of her victim and of the girl from whom she saved
him remained a sealed mystery to her--but a mystery that haunted her,
for often in her dreams she lived over those dreadful moments and
the night of horror in which she believed that she had killed Percy
Seabright, and she would awaken with her face bathed in a cold dew of
anguish. But all the time she believed that her dread secret was known
to God alone--to God and her own self.
Little did she dream that her life lay in the slender white hands of
the girl she hated, but who, knowing herself thus hated and persecuted,
was too generous to betray her foe.
So Italy, knowing all the fatal truth, was suddenly confronted with
the startling fact that a Nemesis was on the track of Craig Severn’s
slayer--a Nemesis in the shape of the beautiful young widow, who held
it as a holy mission to bring the criminal to justice and avenge his
death. She was startled, unnerved, utterly confounded by the suddenness
of the knowledge.
She felt that if she stayed there another moment with Craig Severn’s
portrait staring at her from the easel, and his broken-hearted widow
whispering to her of the clue she had found, she would have to scream
out aloud in her distress. She rose up abruptly, her lovely young face
as white as it would ever be in its coffin.
“I--I must go. Pray excuse me, madam,” she faltered, and hurried to her
own room as fast as her trembling limbs would permit.
Then she fell upon the bed and lay for some time unconscious. She came
back to herself presently with a long, shuddering sigh, and remembered
everything.
“I was going to Mr. Gardner’s office, but--I must not now, for that
terrible boy would see me and know me,” she thought, and she suddenly
realized that it was almost providential--that interview with Mrs.
Severn.
“For if she had not sent for me I should have gone on to the
law-office, and blundered straight upon that terrible boy that is
watching for my face,” she thought.
It seemed to Italy as if the tables had been turned with a vengeance.
Hitherto she had been trying to hunt down a murderer and bring him to
justice. Now she was being hunted down herself. The sensation was not
agreeable. At the end of her cogitations she decided:
“Self-preservation is the first law of nature. If the worst comes to
the worst, and I am accused of Craig Severn’s murder, I shall have to
denounce Mrs. Dunn for her crime.”
Then she began to wonder what Mrs. Severn would think of her wild exit
from the room.
“Perhaps she will suspect me of being the very girl she is after. I
must go and make some excuse,” she thought.
She bit her lips and rubbed her face to bring back some of the vanished
color, then she stopped a minute to pet her canary that was chirping
forlornly in his gilded cage.
“Darling little Frankie, I will lay it all on you,” she cooed sweetly.