“I don’t profess to understand women, but Sheila was angered by the
indisputable fact of Harry Owen’s faithfulness to his marriage vows. She
knew, as women do know those things, that he was living up to some one
else’s standard. And try as she might, she could never ascertain even so
much as the name of any woman with whom her husband had been in love.
She knew he did not love her, nor ever had. You see? He lived
irreproachably--and not for her. So, after she had cunningly questioned
me about Harry’s youth, she would say in her thin, plaintive voice: ‘I
suppose you won’t tell----’ I used to look at her in amazement. She was
so deplorably”--he sought for the word hesitatingly, bashfully--“
immodest about it. I shudder when I think how some women lay bare and
open to a passer-by the secrets, the petty obscurities, of their lives.
“At last, Owen got the _Shearwater_.”
“You got it for him,” I remarked.
“I helped,” Gorham confessed. “I couldn’t bear to see our old chum
handling steam schooners and colliers in and out of the harbor where we
had had our joyous and happy youth, while the rest of us went ahead and
kept up the old associations and friendships and got a taste of
happiness. So I put in a word for him with the owners and he took over
the old packet. She carried passengers, as you know, and he sat each
evening at the head of his table in the saloon and chatted with people
who admired his trim figure and address. Yet you must understand that
all this time he never gave me a hint of the truth. I never knew or
suspected that Kitty Melrose had refused to marry him, never dreamed
that he loved her. Sheila herself had put the puzzle in concrete form
for me.”
“You mean she told you Harry was in love with another woman?” I
demanded.
“Of course not--not in so many words,” he returned. “But she had made it
clear enough that she thought about it constantly. Naturally enough, I
felt there might be grounds--in the event it proved she was right. But
here we come to the miracle of the whole affair.”
Gorham stirred uneasily, lighted another pipe, and stared at me
intently.
“You are to keep in mind that, from now on, I am telling you precisely
what passed under my own eyes, I am not sitting in judgment. I am
expressing no opinion and drawing no inferences. As I told you, I left
the _Shearwater_ in the last boat.”
“Go on,” I said. “I know nothing about it--except that Owen went mad.
_That_ is certain.”
The man opposite me cast his eyes down.
“It was so reported,” he acknowledged. “I beg of you to do as I am
doing--express no opinion.” He lifted his eyes to mine. “I am not a
sentimentalist. But when a fact is cast up at my feet like a bottle on
the beach, I accept it. Listen: