The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The man she hated : $b or, Won by strategy
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“He is not an organ grinder. That was a falsehood of Belva’s,” said
Sadie. “I have taken pains to inquire, and I find that his real name is
Carl Bernicci, and that he keeps a little fruit-and-confectionery stand
near a wharf. His father was an organ grinder, and a real Italian, but
he married an American wife--the mother of Carl, who, it seems, has
been rather wild, and once got in some scrape in which Belva got him in
her power, hence her plot by which she avenged herself on your pretty
face. But the strangest part of my story is yet to come, my dear.
Prepare to be surprised.”
“If it is anything concerning George Lorraine, or Carl Bernicci, as I
believe you said his name was, I should not be surprised at anything,”
Fair replied disdainfully.
“Ah, you don’t know,” said Sadie, smiling roguishly, and thinking that
her news might divert Fair’s mind from brooding over her lost mother,
she continued: “Well, then, they say that old Bernicci, the organ
grinder--Carl’s father, you know--was actually a prince in his own
land--a poor prince, you know, without a penny in his purse, or a foot
of land to his name. His prodigal father had squandered everything, you
see, and the boy prince, disgusted, fled to America, where he could
earn his living without disgracing his titled ancestry. Now, what have
you to say to that?”
Fair shook her head wearily, and answered:
“Nothing, except that I hate and scorn him, and should feel the same
hatred and scorn for him if he were a king.”
And to her own heart she said bitterly, and wrote the same thing in her
journal that night:
“Prince or king, it would matter nothing. I should hate him still, for
I know too well that it was not for his own sake, nor even for his
boasted gold, that I accepted him, but only that, through him, I might
meet again my hero, Bayard Lorraine. It was a sin for me to marry with
such thoughts in my heart, and Heaven has punished me for my sin; but
I was young and ignorant. They dazzled me by their promises, and I
thought I could tolerate Carl Bernicci for the sake of what he could
bestow on me.”
Sadie looked at her gravely while these thoughts passed in her mind,
and answered:
“And in proportion as you hate him, that wretch loves you, and I fear,
Fair, that he is going to give you a great deal of trouble. I have
found out that he has been lurking in this neighborhood ever since you
came here, and I think he means to get you away by force if coaxing
will not prevail.”
“I would rather die than live with him,” the beautiful orphan cried,
shuddering violently.
“Then you must be very careful never to go out unless accompanied by
me,” said Sadie, and Fair found it perfectly easy to do this, as she
had been taken back to her old place at the factory, and the two always
went and came together, Fair always shrouding her lovely face in a
thick veil, lest she should catch a glimpse of Carl Bernicci’s dark
face watching her covertly as she went and came.