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But in a few weeks, to her dismay, there came to Sadie Allen a telegram.
“It is from my brother-in-law in Philadelphia,” she said, bursting into
a flood of tears. “My sister--my only sister--is dying. She wishes
me to come at once. I shall have to go to Philadelphia at once, on
the first train, Fair,” continued Sadie Allen, drying her tears, and
beginning to get ready in haste. “But, my dear, I do not want to leave
you behind. Cannot you come with me?”
“I could not afford it. I have no money,” Fair answered, sighing.
She had expended all she had earned since her mother’s death in buying
a plain black dress and hat, and in contributing her joint share
toward their simple housekeeping expenses.
“And I have so little that I cannot lend you enough to accompany me.
How hard it is to be poor, and to have to live from hand to mouth,
as we do, Fair. One can never afford to gratify a generous impulse,”
sighed Sadie, as she went down on her knees to pack a calico wrapper
and a change of underclothing into a hand valise.
“It is very hard, but there are some things harder,” answered poor
Fair, who was thinking that she would not mind anything, hardly, if
only she were free of the terrible incubus that weighed upon her
like iron chains--the hated bond that gave Carl Bernicci liberty to
persecute her with his unwelcome love, and to hound her footsteps,
watching his opportunity to waylay and carry her off.
“How I hate and despise him now, and how could I ever have fancied
that I could tolerate him as a husband?” she thought, in bitter
self-reproach and self-disgust.
And then the knowledge that Sadie must leave her, and that she would be
compelled to traverse the streets of New York alone, in danger every
moment of encountering Carl Bernicci, overcame her with horror, and she
sobbed aloud.
“Dear Fair, please do not give way like that,” pleaded Sadie, who had
now packed the valise, and was doing up her hair before the small
toilet glass. She had her good-natured mouth full of hairpins, which
she took out one by one and stuck in her brown hair, as she proceeded:
“I’ve thought of a good plan: Get Lucy Miller or Alice Stevens to come
here and stay with you while I’m gone; then you can have company to and
from work. I don’t think Carl Bernicci will approach you in the street
if you have some one with you. Both those girls dote on you, and would
take your part like wild cats if any one molested you.”
“Yes, I think they would,” Fair answered. “But how am I to get them
here? I dare not venture out alone to-morrow.”
“Write a note to Mrs. Jones, explaining the circumstances, and ask her
to speak to the girls for you, and have one to come to-morrow evening
to stay all night; then you could go to work the next morning,” said
Sadie, whose brain was very fertile in resources, and who, being
almost ten years older than Fair, felt somewhat in the light of a
mother toward the unhappy girl.